ytd, I just confirm the loss of my mouse that cost me 80 bucks. =(

Alright, so, first week of school ending tomorrow. With all the crappy assignments coming once again. Wow. At least it isn't THAT intensive from a glance.

Oh, and the previous post was done up by my dear girlfriend so whoever who thought I posted it, give yourself a nice smack in the face for not knowing that I don't type like that. lol.

Anyways, was pretty much MIA-ed due to work since late Sep 'til last friday. Uh yeah, I'm "a-quarter-rich" but not that rich to buy whatever I listed on the right. Soo.. I've once again live up to my name and being late for my lab on Tuesday, IGAI. lolx, and today. Oh well, Dr Liew let me off for this week with just one late marked(which is the Tuesday one).

ONGD was fun, though it was at night, which I needed fine crack to keep my crappy brain awake. Mr Jeff Ong, a employee from Koei, yeah those guys who made Dynasty Warriors and Romance of the Three Kingdoms games, is teaching us, and like Wes said, he knows his stuff, I can't agree better. Hopefully I could graduate this term with enough skills in C++ =D

Oh, and I love my timetable by 80%, why? It matches with her timetable so I could meet or send her home whenever I could.

Tomorrow's CDS day again, Gotta get my leadership handbook before going to class, hopefully I'll wake up early enough to reach there in time >_> Oh, psychology owns, loved it. xD

huh umms * clears throat *
whow....
Been busy working 12 hours a day
In between having a mere lunch break, which is not even an hour.
*what the heck*
It's human labour! PROTEST!!!

When I comes home from work, I feel like just dropping dead on my bed.
How I wish a women can massage my back and prepare dinner for me..

Last Saturday,
me and my concubine went for a graceful skate on the ice.
My wobbly legs trembled and I lost control.
I almost fell, but my baby girl saved me and she fell instead.
This is call sacrifice.
She will do anything for me.
I'm ever fortunate.
Over dinner,
I pestered her so much until she finally gave in to let me treat her.
I treated her to pizza hut and a night movie.
* Shruggs* Costs me nothing much.
I told her, I am even willing to give her 3/4 of my salary.
But duh, of course she wouldnt want to accept it.

A week ago,
I brought her to see stars from the esplanade gallery.
Oops.... Singapore hasn't got a star-litted night.
But nevertheless, we chatted happily and AHEM u know u know in public.
PDA- public display affection. LOL
One thing she hates being in Singapore is that.
It has the highest population density.
Everywhere u walk, you'll see people.
Can't we have some private space between ourselves?!
And you! you! you!
stop staring at us... lols, so irritating. making her blush all the way.

Well, getting tired, need some rest now.
goodnight!

13*31 <3

Found it on Sam's blog. Thought of sharing it. :P

Your Five Variable Love Profile

Propensity for Monogamy: Your propensity for monogamy is high.You find it easy to be devoted and loyal to one person.And in return, you expect the same from who you love.Any sign of straying, and you'll end things. Experience Level: Your experience level is high.You've loved, lost, and loved again.You have had a wide range of love experiences.And when the real thing comes along, you know it! Dominance: Your dominance is medium.You tend to be the one with more power.You aren't a total control freak in relationships..But of course you don't mind getting you way! Cynicism: Your cynicism is low.You are an eternal optimist when it comes to love and romance.No matter how many times you've been hurt - you're never bitter.You believe in one true love, your perfect soulmate.And if you haven't found true love yet, you know you will soon. Independence: Your independence is medium.In relationships, you need both "me time" and "we time."You usually find it easy to be part of a couple.But occasionally you start to feel a little smothered.

The Five Variable Love Test

Woo, a late night post in 3am. Woops, promised baby to sleep early. but apparently my daily routines abit screwed recently xD

Baby, I miss you too much le! Quickly come back! T__T

Okay, mushy stuff aside. 13 days more to perserve. Still got one more set of Korean drama from my baby to keep me busy.

Having weird cravings for potato chips lately, finishing one whole packet/tube of chips in a day. Now the frigging CnC3 Online server is screwed up. Can't play online. *feels even bored* But anyways, either the pros feels bored or the n00bs feel scared to play with this ladder ranking 1,000+ guy. So, either way I can't have a proper game.

Gonna save up $200 for Drummania and the controller, as in my dream-list. Playing in arcade just kills both my ego and my fingers. The bass drum needs HELL lot of work. LoL.

Finding work tomorrow with Mad, if he's able to find any opportunities. 1PM at AMK. hmm.. I better be able to wake up. Lol.

Alright, I'm yawning. Time to drop dead on the bed. ciaos

Pretty emo, i guess.

Losing touch with CnC3, getting bored. Missing my dear baby, really miss her alot.. T-T hope she's enjoying herself with her family in Australia... haha.. den the darn results. lmaos. Oh well. life sucks (like a female servicer). Shit happens - Ivan "Firozaki" Chia

Changed my blog skin a lil'. Okay, maybe not just a lil' lol...

The above pictures may subject to change, lol. Of what? Uhh..Good question, you'll see it when its ready.

CMSK4 P
GADS D+
GRDV B+
IN3D C+
3DVA D
DSAG B
APEL3 Pass
Jap P

CGPA from 3.1 to 2.55.

Lol, as usual, the codings get B or B+. the rest. as above. Sucked. xD Oh well.

din sleep the whole night on wednesday, so i went for the "Up-Your-Service" Course (which apparently didn't up-ed mine) with a almost dead mind. The course...was relatively bad. Shall not elaborate. Baby finally had her last exam lol. But she overworked, so had to rest the whole day. T-T was prepared to meet her at night, ah well. Quite emo the whole day lol... See la baby, dowan meet me somemore?

Went to Vivo to watch Bourne Ultimatum today. Wanted to collect my N80 at Century Square before that but was late to leave home(was burning CDs for my baby). Nice show with all the actions, anti-climax ending though. No spoilers, watch it to find out. =P Took the cable car. Will not elaborate, a secret between me and my baby, uh nothing X-rated, stop the wild thoughts if any. =/

Sent her home before going home myself. Found out both of us forgetten about Micheal Scoffield before saying goodbye when I'm on the bus xD Ah well, she'll see him on Monday.

Reached home, did my usual routine on the laptop lol before training with Lucas, fair match today, was trying some new build orders given by Eugene xD thus I keep screwing my economy up, losing a few matches in the process. Ahh well...after training, time to sleep =D gd night people.


Warming the cold heart of yours,
Releasing the darkness in my heart,
Nothing else matters just being with you
Fond memories are all that remains

Never to leave you alone,
To always be by your side.
I promise you, with that sign.
Baby you are forever my love.

~ 130807 / 310807 <3

Hmm....enough of lame shits from me.

I'm just gonna end off with this sentence:
"Don't know. Won't care. Will delete."

Woo, more CnC3... money~......

DSAG over, had a fun dinner with my classmates. Woo.. Gonna grind CnC3 soon.

Time for CnC3, I hate it when people whines when they keep poking their noses into others' secrets they want to keep.

Woo DSAG main exam in 5 hours time and I'm not studying for it =X hopefully can pass wahahaha.



woo, 3D finally done, holy shit man I can't believe I could do EVERYTHING within a week, model in 3 days(separate days, lol) rig in 1, animate in another. wee xD not a very good standard but the animation is..well, satisfying enough for me.



Right, so after today, its FREE FREE + FREEEEEE ... wOo.

Woo..blog a lil' before continuing on my irritating 3DVA. I finally remodelled my VF-1A. Will post the before and after, after I'm free, meaning Friday.

Went cycling on sat with her, slacked whole day except a lil' arcade on sunday night. Went to sch to study with her yesterday and I was totally chionging my 3D model. Yeah, if not for her support I doubt I will even do it.

Went home at 6+ on my mom's van. Didn't fetch her home, her dad did, with a car. Haha. Shall attempt on getting a license soon so I can fetch her home on a vehicle =D

Hm..signed for another CnC3 tournament. The World GameMaster Tournament 2007, aka WGT. 32 slots, 2 rounds of prize winning =D wooo, no screw ups this time, rawr! Prelims can get $50 and in the Finals, a few hundred bucks. Woot. *tries to find back the form in WCG* Will start training after Friday. Gonna show my baby(ie her) I can do it =)

Chionged 3D the whole night yesterday 'til 6am this morning and yeap, I finished the refined version, my promise to her that I'll finish before I sleep. So now I gotta do the rigs(technical stuffs in the 3d program to make animating the 3d character much easier) before starting on the real thing, the animation, got until Thursday =/

Woke up like near 3pm today? -_- Had a slight headache. Oh well, block teaching sucks, period. lol.

Back to 3D, ciaossss


Being with you was the happiest moments in my life.
Your care and concern was all I need though you gave me everything you had
I felt so lucky to have you in my life.
Lets live through our life, the simple life you wished for.
Love you, baby.
~ 130807 <3

I was losing hope of myself.
Without any self-believe or trust
This disappearing case of empty emotions.
Regained its life, with the light you shine upon me

Never have I ever dreamt that you will enter my life.
Because of you, I start to believe in myself again.
Because of your love, I forgive myself for my past.
I will never let you go, your smile keeps me going.
~ 130807 <3

Was busy the past days, yeah with my new-found love okay? But actually mainly its the damned school work. BLOCK TEACHING SUCKS.

Had GRDV Practical Test today, came in like an hour late, lol. Only a last feature was left out. Gee. Thanks to my N80 for dying on me today... =_= was trying to make myself contactable. Oh well.

Went to fetch her after test and lunch, took a cab down since I was like late when I reached, hurs.

Sent her to her school entrance before going back to mine to slack abit. DotA-ed one round and sucked. Randomed a hero I never used before =D so I had a 15-0 score, a 15 death 0 kill score. LOL. After the DotAing, did, or rather copied, lol, DSAG tutorial, thanks Cob =D

Skipped lecture, hecks. Went for tutorial, den send her home today. Had dinner first though. Haha..

K, gotta rush my CMSK brochure now..submission tomorrow lolx.. while teaching sister java.. gee.. ciaos!

Back from WCG at Suntec...okay, in short, I lost.


Woke up this morning as Mr Chee, my course coordinator tells me that I can't skip graded assessments. Alright whatever. I had oral presentation today but I dont really care and decided to skip it. Woke up at noon, slack abit playing Battle of Wesnoth until around like 3.30, bathed and heads for Suntec with a heavy heart.

Reached there at 5, met the rest and go up to register. Went down to Food rep to eat, shared a Chicken Rice set meal with Eugene. Went back, Lucas went first, and thrashed his opponent. Yanhao, got beaten hands down. Oh well.

Since Eugene and I was in the same group, we waited...and my worst fear: we're cutting each other's throats first. So yeah, I went on to play with him. And for some reason, I won a 2-0 game with him. Really... Yanhao and Lucas said I was really onform.. so yeah...Then I played with my next opponent, won first before losing the other two due to stupid screw ups. Nvm, seeing that it may be a 2 win 1 loss for him, eugene and me, I was ready for my opponent.

But guess what, he has already left, it was 9.30pm when I finished my match. Kay, fine. I walk over. Then later the marshals told me that they will take the higher scoring guy to the top 8. Okay fine. A bad feeling came into my mind and it happened, one of the marshal told me, if they're going to take the high scores, I'm out since the walkover match has ZERO scores.

Went home after Eugene finish his match of 2-0 again with that guy. Before we left, the marshals quickly get the results of who's advancing, and Eugene is. I was totally disappointed. I could have been the one.

Sigh.. Shit happens. But, just felt, too much shit happened to me already. First is my relationship, k fine I could always find another. Next is schoolwork, screwing up almost anything I could, GADS...GRDV, 3DVA even my Jap attendance...Now this, I just hope to cross the qualifiers because initially thinking that Eugene was in the same group I could forget about it...but.. after I won him, I was like, "HOLY SHIT! There's a chance!" Now..sigh...

I remember reading about horoscope stuff and they said Leos(i'm one) are prideful. Hey, I agree. I do have a strong sense of pride, just its quite hidden inside. Now I guess its totally zero pride in me now. Baah...

Maybe a good sleep settles everything...sigh...good night... its not the last time these guys gonna see the name of Schtauffen in the Tiberium War.

Yeah..finally 18 years (and one day)... old.. haha.. Thanks for all the birthday wishes.. appreciated.

Had Jap Listening and DSAG Practical Tests. Listening was okay, but I was late for it, so missed 12 out of 28 questions. Hopefully can pass Jap.. haha.. I only left with 60% of marks to score with all the stunts I've done.

DSAG...unusually easy... I didn't studies at all. The questions...by just logically thinking and inference, its possible to understand how they work. Oh well..hope I can get a full 50 marks for it. Have confident..

Went to Whitesands to chiong Initial D and drums in the Zone X arcade there with Eugene and Lucas while on the way get my free $10 as bdae present from Zone X. =x anyways...went to macs grab some supper. CnC3-ed...saw how Eugene and Lucas played. Learnt some stuff I guessed..? Called my mom to fetch me and send my friends home since it was like 12am+ already. yeah..soo..Now waiting for them two to reply me so that I can train...

Tomorrow going Kbox =D. ciaos

*scratch head*

very lazy to blog liao, frigging assignments again.

Just an update, going for CnC3 WCG on 2-3 August with yanhao, wish us luck. Aiming to be the top 3. =) Going through tough training with my kakis.

Yeah..basically i touch up on my guitar strumming liao..getting the hang of it...hope can play one song soon.. weeee..

alright..going off now.. ciaos

"If You're Not The One"
- Daniel Bedingfield

If you're not the one then why does my soul feel glad today?
If you're not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way?
If you are not mine then why does your heart return my call?
If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all?

I never know what the future brings
But I know you are here with me now
We'll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with

I don't wanna run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?


If I don't need you then why am I crying on my bed?
If I don't need you then why does your name resound in my head?
If you're not for me then why does this distance maim my life?
If you're not for me then why do I dream of you as my wife?

I don't know why you're so far away
But I know that this much is true
We'll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with

And I wish that you could be the one I die with
And I'm praying you're the one I build my home with
I hope I love you all my life

I don't wanna run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

'Cause I miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away
And I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today
'Cause I love you, whether it's wrong or right
You know I can't be with you tonight
You know my heart is by your side

I don’t wanna run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

Today was a REAL bad day for me. Went to school late and yeah, got marked late but that wasn't the main reason. I was just pretty much moody, for no reason. Told Pin-jiejie I machiam like girl having period liddat, lol. Tried to do my VF-1A skeleton but failed. Gee...Duno whats wrong.

Anyways, after lessons went to gaming club awhile to practise the guitar a lil' bit before heading for drums. Got back results for the presentation and mine totally sucked. a 16/30 total score, wtf. Stubborn me for playing the fastest, heh. Anyways, today's lesson for me was also totally screwed up, couldn't play well. Went to popular to get some CD paper folders and sleeves and a USB 4-port hub. Next time I only need to plug in 3 things instead of 4 into my laptop xD and added that I could plug my handphone cable, iPod cable, thumbdrive and external hard disk at the same time. Woohoo, lol.

Went home after that. Talked to Florence a lil' on MSN, haha. Then did some design for Nick to make a sticker for my laptop, gonna paste the Hybrid logo and the logo i gave him, will take a pic of my laptop when it's here =D

Alright, gonna sleep now... ciaos.

Yeah..my first weekend of no work, was pretty nice xD went shopping today, got my third piercing, and loads of accesories lolx. Oh, and if anyone didn't noticed my MSN display pic, I dyed my hair darker already, was darker than expected, but wadever xD. Its Hoyu's (the "No.1" Hairdye in Japan) Cool Ash.. woot.. Alright, duno really no.1 anot. but yeah.. hope you guys get the drift.

Then..went for an arcade spree.. Initial D ver4 was FRIGGING fun. I love the feel of the drift, alot better compared to ver 2 and 3. But i screwed up on my Initial D license card, lol. Correct car but wrong gear, I go choose Auto gear..lol..either play through the game with auto gear or get a new card(at $5 excluding the game play which is $3) Played some drum, practiced some of the bass pedal, hopefully can become better in drummania =D yeah.. soo.. TC4 today, as usual 1 token finish =x smaller screen, so pretty messed up >.> Yeah..basically thats all.. time to make the sprites for my game.. ciaos

Writing this entry on the bus, on a text file that is, then a copy-paste later at home. haha
Been busy the past days, man.. Yeah, the first wave of assignments finally in. Hopefully they fare well. GADS? Gone, though my classmates say our game was pretty cool. Oh well, can't do much with 2 people alone.

Drum lesson today was, pretty cool. Had our song presentation today. I played this song named "September" if anyone of you know, at the original tempo of 124bpm, and yeah, I killed myself somehow, lol. Failed the fill-ins and got lost at the third quarter of the song, gee. Had to stop halfway and that sucks. Yeah..Really wished I had my own drumset at home or anywhere I can play it anytime I want to(except jamming studios).

Got some new shirts and accessories yesterday, yeap. Let's see.. Now I have to do my game's sprites of the characters and re-do my 3D model. Yeah...gonna be very busy...and yet now I'm falling sick.. argh..just sucks.

yo..going through the whole night again, though i went through one a day ago. Ah...hecks, GADS make up presentation in ...uhh.. 7 and a half hours time. Soo.. yeah, I gotta leave home at 7 i guess, dowanna be late.

Oh, and why is it a make-up? Yeah screwed up again, so Short Project II is official a zero, and we'll get a 10% penalty for this project. Sigh... shit do happens. GADS will be a D i guess. I don't see any hopes of a C.

Ah well..time for more alice..Helping my freshies touch up. =) see ya..

heya... just came back from work.. woot.. had some brainstorming during work over GADS... now I'm kinda waiting for Ivan to come online, hopefully he does. If not I gonna send him an Email.. gee... maaaaaaaaan.. the days ahead going to be tough... Oh well.. life's like that...

hmm.. bored... Shall go slack a lil' before more brainstorming.. ciaos

A sleepless night doing two Alice animations for my freshies..haha..

Went to school after going breakfast and marketing with my mom. Bought a new pouchbag @ $10. Pretty nice design.

Went home, prepared to go school. 966 was quite fast today, BUT, when I'm waiting for the 23 at the bus stop, it took like 30+ mins for it to arrive, and two came along. zzz I was very late to meet Lizhen in school... gawd. lolx.. NVM... Cheered her up with the assignment I've done, did some touchups and helped her with the report. Received a handphone strap in return. Thanks =D

Went to lab to play PS2. Tried to play Soul Calibur 3, the PS2 decide to bastard me by giving me loading problems. I gave up and played Dynasty Warriors 5 instead. Played 'til 4-5, before discussing abit stuff with Ivan about our GADS project. Went to engine canteen to eat before proceeding to TCC to find the TP WCG Campus organiser team. Had a single 3v3 dota match, got thrashed. LOL. watched a lil' bit of action over the other corner where a 5v5 match is going on before proceeding to my drum lessons.

Went home after drumming. Wee..gonna drop dead on the bed soon..very tired =x tomorrow outing with Ngee Ann City Watsons promoters....wooo.. Only guy again.. sianz... >_> kk bye.

Argh..feeling damn bored... doing the Alice assignment for my freshies. Uhh..the coding parts only, don't be mistaken =P Pretty.....tedious if I would to do what they wrote for me =/ Sooo I had to simplify them somehow.

Looking at my to-do list, GADS on top priority. Screw that up and I gotta go for a supp. Gee. Tomorrow's a little test of Drumming. I still can't get the song right!! AHHH SCREWED x2.
Family's out for BBQ at some unknown chalet lol. Gotta grab some dinner now. Ciaos.

Nothing's better than completing one time-consuming project. Woohoo..3D modelling's finally done. Now I've left DSAG and CMSK to do. Extras? Alice codings I promised my freshies for =)

Went to Ngee Ann City today with my mom. Ate pepper lunch for er...lunch. Wanted to get hair dryer from Takashimaya, but it seems they don't sell 'em. Lol. My mom has $60 gift voucher mah. Anyways, bought a $72 bag from the Projectshop. Nice designs they have. Went to Gramophone next to get my Razer earphones and iPod remote. Total cost today was $160, my mom paid for it by Visa. Shall return her $200 when my pay comes in. Woot.

My mom left for an appointment with her friends, so I went off to the toy fair for some PS3 Resistance gaming. Seriously, its fun. Tried playing it on Hard, but failed, thanks to lack of health packs =.= Restarted it in medium played through until some kid thinks he can play better than I do and ask me for the controller. Well, being the nice big brother I want to be, I let him. I took back after he died, finished off the stage until another stage he went back for it again.

Okay...I'll give him again..and was amused at his egoistic yet amateurish gameplay. Seriously, kids nowadays..needs to know some manners.. Yes, I may be hogging the PS3 myself, but I give it when someone asks for it. I ask it from him, he doesn't want to give me. I mean, I'm playing halfway for goodness sake, lol. Ah well, ranting it here makes me feel such a bully somehow. Hmm..Whatever.

Oh, and I added a new section to my blog, a to-get list =x haha. Yeah, I know the girlfriend part looks weird on it, but hey, I do want one. LOL. Okay, off to CnC training. My match is tomorrow.

Today a damn good lesson learnt from a damn bad experience that should have been avoided:

If you're a team leader, make sure every single damn thing is done properly, check through every parts of the report and make sure they're there.

Reason?
Today was the day of our make-up submission of the GADS Short Project II which we screwed up last week for not submitting the report and rescheduling a time with Mr Jonathan Chee. Instead of behaving the correct manner, we're late AGAIN, as Ivan suddenly told me the learning template wasn't in and I had to get the binded report rebinded with the learning template in.

Okay fine. When we entered the room to present, I realised something was missing, the Task Allocation Table. Thanks to that, we went through hell from Mr Chee. Oh well, lesson well learnt, after half an hour of lecturing, we presented our stuff after a short break to calm ourselves down. I just felt, if we didn't screwed anything up, our presentation could be better. Damn it all. Now we gotta put in much effort for the Game Design Document if we want to get the maximum we can, a C+.

After everything's done, went back to lab to get the table out. Printed and Ivan handed it to Mr Chee. Slacked awhile, borrowed the tablet in the clubroom from Boss to use for IN3D so that I can draw a proper template of my VF-1A model. Did some sketches before going for a DotA 6.44 match.

After the game, went for dinner with Zech, Shawn and Delvin. Crapped around, Zech being the main target of the day as usual before heading home. Did some IN3D modelling when I reached home until Yanhao invited me for some CnC3 games with Lucas and Eugene. Well, great game, got thrashed as usual, haha. Talked with Pin abit before continuing with my IN3D. Oh well, hope I can wake up early enough to go to school tomorrow to continue with my IN3D.. have to finish it ASAP.

Going to sleep now. Ciaos. Good luck to all who're still having tests.

DSAG, quite screwed up. Oh well. Now I'm gonna rush IN3D modelling. Seeing the assignments, group ones including, that needed to be handed in after term break, I once again, felt the stress and urgency of projects, but this time, I'm all alone. No one will support me, to give me the emotional support I truly need. Yeah, I'm now totally emotional. I just hope that I can go through this stage, telling myself, I don't need a companion, I don't need a girl to be there for me, I can be alone, I can be single. If so many men out there could, why can't I?

Anyways, promised Lizhen and Jiayu I'm gonna choose Psychology and Leadership.(Since Lizhen tell me Jiayu taking Psychology, then I will be taking it. HAHA.) Hopefully I'll be in the same class with them, haha. Oh well, at least we can help each other in the assignments if we're put into different classes. Spent the whole afternoon slacking, when I should be doing 3D modelling. Oh, and I just collected my O level certificate(YES, something that I should have already done a year ago!) before I went to school today.

My head was pretty much blank the whole day, seriously. One of my classmates told me this, "I wonder if the world's playing with us" I felt the same. Things can be sooo bloody screwed up. A simple event like waiting for bus could really say everything. Sometimes, when you don't want this particular bus to arrive, they could like come in twos or threes, and even fours, but the one you want will never arrive until like 15-20 minutes?

Many of my friends say being single is better, with the freedom. I agree, but everything has its pros and cons. To me, being single, I can do any shit in this world. When attached, I restrict myself to my principles of being a good boyfriend, a good life companion, but, shit do happens. Now, I'm questioning myself, what's is the meaning in my life now..? Get my diploma and get my ass into the army before coming out again to try for get a degree and then work 'til I die? I have no meaning in life as of this moment. Yes, I lost one, I threw it away myself. One and a half year which could have been forever, I threw it away. Hell, I must be the worse guy to do that.

Maybe I'm just lack that confidence I need for life. But frankly speaking, if I'm given a choice, I will get myself attached, I just can't stand being alone somehow. Ah well. Time for some CnC3 against AIs with Yanhao and company.

no time for blogging with a term test paper tomorrow and projects to rush. =) will blog after everything's done. good luck for term tests everyone. see ya =)

Thank to Jiayu for tagging me with this weird little chain letter-like "tag" =) I won't ask people to continue it, however, I will do what they want me to. Haha.

Here goes:

EACH PLAYER OF THIS GAME STARTS OFF WITH 10 WEIRD THINGS, HABITS, OR LITTLE KNOWN FACTS ABOUT ONESELF. PEOPLE WHO GET TAGGED MUST WRITE IN THEIR BLOG 10 WEIRD THINGS, HABITS, OR FACTS, AS WELL AS STATE THIS RULE CLEARLY. AT THE END, YOU MUST CHOOSE SIX PEOPLE TO BE TAGGED AND LIST THEIR NAMES. NO TAG-BACKS!

1. [Habit] I bathe only once per day to be clean, unless I go do sports or something that will make me sweat and damn sticky.
2. [Fact] I was once an introvert.
3. [Fact] I do cry over trivial things, mainly over relationship-side problems.
4. [Fact] I bring a manga along with me to the bathroom when I gonna stay inside for 15 mins, not to bathe.
5. [Habit] I like to touch my lips with one of my thumb when I'm pondering over something.
6. [Habit] I scratch my head when I'm in any situation that I can't answer back.
7. [Fact] I have occasional scalp problems. (could be dandruff)
8. [Fact] 70% of the things in my life so far don't go my way.
9. [Habit] I either play an invisible drum or sing silently or both when I'm listening to music on the bus.
10. [Fact] I have weak arms.

People Tagged: None that I will know of at the moment. Be one of them! =P

Yeah...thats it. Okay, lame stuff. But hey, they're still facts =p
k ciaos

Woot..just came home from work. Think about lots of things on the bus when I'm on my way home..

One: My god-sis Chrispin. Thinking about reconciling with her since the last time i spoke to her. Haha. We kinda quarreled and things become soured between us. Like a year or two ago, because of my ex. Oh well, I just patched things up awhile ago. Now we're back to last time. Wee~

Two: Relationship. Shall rant my feeling out at the end.

Three: Studies, frigging projects. Shall mug them tonight and pray I survive through the hell.

/initiateRanting
I know I left you when you need me the most. I'm the worst.
I did my best already, I just couldn't control my feelings.
I just felt, breaking up with you was the best choice I could make. I doubt we could last even if any girl doesn't step in. I'm just an asshole to make you suffer.
I don't deserve you, instead to be shot and mutilated and fed to dogs.
Now, a month is almost over. I still somehow couldn't get over it.
But I will get over it, I won't patch things up with you, my pride won't allow.
I just hope, you will find a real man who can really take great care of you, not one coward who run away from reality. I wish you the best.
I'm now left with literally nothing. But I will be fine.
/endRanting

Oh well. It's part of life. Shall get over it soon. Gonna wash my hair and do my stuff. Ciaos guys.

Been awhile since I blogged. Busy, plus a lil' laziness in blogging, but I will still continue to keep this blog alive.

Anyways, projects are piled up in my face now. Gee. Let's see, Jap presentation, GADS Short Project, GADS Pitch, IN3D model, DSAG Assignment, CMSK Proposal(which I've done 90%, luckily). 1..2..3..4..5..6...6 projects. Yeah, pretty stressed up. My freshies were like mad about their term tests arriving soon. Seriously, I'd rather have term tests than projects. Like Samuel said that projects make us work like dogs, whereas term tests kill us for a day or two before releasing us from hell. I agree. Bah, project sucks.

Celebrated my grand-aunty's 80th birthday today. Went to the Pinetree Club for dinner, food and service was alright. My uncle, cousin, brother and me was like teasing my younger cousin throughout the dinner, lol.

Went home after that, mom was like talking about me going to the Uni. Gee, somehow she managed to persuade me to go during NS. Oh well, hope I can get a degree then.

Gotta sleep, working tomorrow. Ciaos. Good luck to all having term tests.

After seeing the hectic schedules ahead of me, I will not be blogging as often. Seriously, schoolwork are piling on my head now. Gee. Don't miss me 'kay? lol. Tata

GADS Journal after this.. argh. Recently hooked on SimTower. Gee. Lol



Woke up 11am today, as usual since I slept like 5am yesterday? Was having a bad headache, gee..tried to move around but the headache was so bad I just conclude that I shall not go to work. Called up my aunt to report sick before going back to sleep after a dose of Panadol Extra and some medicated oil on the head. Slept until 2.40pm when my aunt called to report sales since she was out when I phoned her before my rest.



Slacked around after that. Had a slice of cake before going to Bugis for some shopping at 5+. Bought a pants at 45, and a ear accessory, a chain-to- jewellery thingy, somewhat like a dangling earring, and a bling-bling for pants at 20, which the original price was 23, thanks to the uncle who decide to give a further discount. His store sell some neat accessories, will patronage there again.

Okay, gotta go do my GADS journal, shall let my laptop restart first. Damn windows updates. zzz

I'm back after a day of absence. lOl. my bad. dropped "dead" yesterday after drinking and slacking session. From dinner 'til 4am. Talking to my freshie Jimmy now.

Anyways, friday only had jap. Took a cab there since I woke up at 8.30. Was still late. gee. Wasted. After class, played some CS. Knifed Ken. Woot, song. Then had a battle of "scolding each other n00bs" with him, I won. Cleaning up of gaming lab after CS. Ken left immediately after the game, wasn't our fault. I heard from Wes, when we're talking about clean up, he heard Ken muttered "Sian" lmao. lazy bastard, don't want clean up don't fucking join us. Anyways, he's officially banned from the club for a period of I-don't-know-how-long.

So we went to clean the monitors and anything we can clean, since Maddy and Mario had cleared the tables of books and rubbish cuz they didn't had classes on Friday morning. After cleaning is done, more games before lunch at Flavours. After having lunch, went up to gaming lab to pull Shawn to do the manicure lol. the 186 girls are doing it. Ended up I'm the only one who did it. Supposed to have Shawn and Samuel doing it too. Gee. anyways, I went for multi-coloured fingernails, a pair of 5 different colours. Haha. Gave me some inspiration to get black nail polish in the future. J-rock/Visual Kei style, woot.

After that, went back for more games until 7 when I go bball with Zech and other INTSC guys. Got thrashed xD my stamina sucked la. 30mins of running nia already nua.

Went dinner at opposite school coffeeshop. Drinking session after dinner. The peach bra-thers Daorong, Kok wei and Samuel, Mario, Shawn, Wesley and me. Wesley was already literally drunk when we were there, for being frigging retarded playing with the empty bottles. If I really can't take it I seriously would had squashed his balls. Anyways, played guessing number game with Mario. Pwn each other equally, haha. Drank until 12am. I think I drank 1 and a half bottle only, thanks to Kok Wei =X who wanted more beer. Arghhh. But nvm, I was still damn clear after those drinks. Guess 2 more bottles wont kill me, but will do to my wallet. K lame.

Slacked in the coffeeshop until 4am. Yes, 4am in the early morning before going home. The bra-thers had Sam's bro to get them home. Mario and I took shared cab home. $22 on the meter. LoL. Okay. so I dropped on the bed after I wash up when I reach home.

Woke up 11 in the morning for breakfast and to find out my mom forgetten about my nails lol. Had to go get the polish remover from my third aunt who live opposite my block. Went to work from 2-10 today. Nothing much actually. Hmm. Talked to my freshie-now-godbro Jimmy about relationship stuff. I was kinda emo. Haha. Okay, tired. Sleep. Good night.

Granado Espada opens today, but too bad I'm too frigging busy to play it now >_> yeah. Have to pass.

Anyways, today school as usual. Funny lessons during CMSK4, Wesley as usual getting bombarded by us again. lol. Played Fifa on the Xbox 360 after lessons. More tackling fun LOL. Basically we just tackled whenever we could, instead of trying to score goals.

IN3D was alright, surprisingly. My journal was like really crap in my perspective. But somehow I was able to get relatively alright marks, 9/15 for it. 9 pages of sketches and notes only, the rest of my classmates were like 20++ pages and they like got a mark or two more than me? Highest was 13. Oh well, learnt some stuff today on the modelling of my VF-1A. Yeah. Hopefully I can get it done ASAP. I'm lagging behind ALOT already.

More Fifa fun after IN3D. Lol. Was really into it recently. Played 'til 9 and went to Tamp Mall for dinner at Macs. Mario was there first since he had drum lessons. Crazy topics during dinner, as usual. Saw a damned sissy today, a fucking guy dressing and behaving like a lady. Sheesh. Hope he's not gay, was with another guy. Seriously, ALL of us thought he was a lady at first. God, my eyes. lol.

Went home after that, took 23. Overshot my stop =.= so I took to Bugis to change bus. Took about an hour and a half to reach home. Yeap. Read some comics and packing of my stuff. Going to sleep soon. Hope I get to Jap tomorrow, one absence already =_=

What a day today. Woke up early around 7:30am for breakfast, sandwich and soya bean milk. Watched my newly downloaded animes as I take my breakfast. Seeing that its already 8.30 when I'm done, I decide to do my IN3D journal and skip DSAG make up lessons. But guess what, I went to "take a nap" since I'm still a lil' tired and slept all the way 'til 12:40 or so, when I was like " AHH ~$!%@ Whatever. Just go school and get owned by Mr Douglas". My journal's only a puny 4 page long of materials.

Anyways, since I was too damn lazy and moody, I just changed into a T-shirt and jeans and packed my stuff for school. As most people should already know, I will wear my cap if I don't style my hair, yeap, I went to sch with my cap. Haha.

Reached school at 2pm, just nice somehow? Our lecturer Mr Douglas, decided not to burn us like how Ms Peggy Yeo did last semester in IDES, instead he gave us 'til Thursday to touch up on our journals and helped us by going through our journals to see if anything is needed. Obviously, I just told him mine's bad when he's going to see mine, I got back a "Alright, add more stuff and you're fine". Yeah. Thats why I'm still doing it at this hour. Haha.

Slacked through the whole 3.5 hours of lessons today, seeing Mario playing Chinese Chess as usual, lol. Played Enfo back at gaming lab. Thanks to Shawn, I now know where's the secret shop in the Enfo RO map. lol. Previously only him and Matin knows it.

Anyways, I left at 6.40 for drum lessons. Some lessons on timing and rhythm before an exercise of "playing through a song". Yeap, kinda like we're in live performance or something. I sucked today though, couldn't get the fill-ins right. Practiced 'til 8.30 before leaving the studio. Went to X-Craft and 77th Street and look around. X-Craft had those wrist-belts which kinda caught my eye somehow. Other than that, I tried looking for dangling earrings for to no avail. Yes, I really meant dangling ones. Looking for those type...something like a stud-chain-cross. Maybe I shall try Bugis Street or Far East Plaza...shall ask my buddy Mario company me when he's free. Lol.

Took 168 home and did DSAG practicals on the bus. As usual, it was still as simple except I somehow stumbled at the 4th of the 5 questions. By that time I'm already home. So I just went to get my dinner, bathed and wash up before continuing. Finished DSAG tutorial and practical questions for this week and did some reading of assignment requirements and research on IN3D.

Oh yeah, gonna meet Louis and lend his VF-1A model tomorrow.(or rather, later in the night today) Since he requested to go drinking, I don't mind. lol. I mean we don't meet up often too. Just found out some lobangs on model kits from him also. LOL. Gonna ask him help me get the Macross VF-1J or VF-1S model, a VF-1A with the boosters and/or the space battle parts.

Okay, back to journaling. Gotta fill in more sketchs and research materials for my VF-1A (3D Pussy Version). Lol. Ciaos.

IN3D journal is irritating...deadline "later today". Didn't slept well yesterday, thanks to Starhub. I was doing my journal for GADS and I was like doing halfway, my internet got cut, tech difficulties over at Starhub. Fed up like hell after waiting an hour plus by playing game, I went to sleep at around 4am+ with my journal undone until the morning at 7am. So was late for class today. Wonder if I was marked late or not. hmm..

Oh well, anyways today school as usual, there was some leadership thing which my class and I had already attended last year on a Saturday, so we like just went there attend awhile before leaving, as though we're there for the SEAL points only. Haha.

After that, kinda went for dinner with most of them. Drinking session again, though I didn't drink. Only helped to drink a lil' lolx. Another round of interogating session, this week's suspects were Wesley and Shawn. Secrets of us popped out, shall not mentioned, they are secrets whcih only the Drinking Brotherhood of C152 will know. LOL.

So Sam was literally drunk today, with a sober Kok and Zech. Went back to clubroom with Mario to get his stuff to learn that the new lock is installed to prevent access in the late nights. So Mario had to go home without his Mac and bag. Damn unlucky him, though his parents came to fetch him. So, I was like practically talking to him. A real great buddy. Seriously speaking I could never had converse with anyone better than him in my life, somehow not even my family. Lol. Maybe we're in the same conditions and stuff. Yeah, so companied him to wait for his parents by talking about stuff I won't mention, again. Took 23 with Fiora and Eddie who was also at the bus stop. Talked to them on the bus 'til my stop. Then I just take a 966 and reached home around 11.30. was damn tired.

ARGH.. IN3D JOURNAL AND DSAG Practical shall get owned by the Pussy!! Rawr.
Okay lame, k bye.

GADS and IN3D journal after this.. AHHH...brain's cracking...

kk craps later. Was working the weekends, so pretty worn out plus lack of time for homeworks, I guess. Yeah. Bought a new towel and Gatsby Moving Rubber wax from Watsons. The wax was pretty interesting, hopefully I can achieve the style tomorrow (I keep failing to style my hair zzz) Shall do sales report tomorrow too...duhhh..

Anyways, a random ranting from me, skip it if you hate emo whinings from me. lol.

Though I never felt so free ever since the one and a half year relationship, the missing gap in my heart will always be there, waiting for someone to fill it. But when I give a damn thought about it, who will close that gap again and wait for me to open it back or will she close it permanently? I duno.
Giving this more thoughts, I might think relationship is something that I wouldn't want in the near future, I learnt that it will take away half of my time and energy or rather, my life. Who knows if it was more?
Being a bachelor seemed great. I had control in everything I do, not needing to worry about anything I would say trivial, like failing to make a phone call at night and worry about a quarrel the next morning, but that missing feeling in my heart just messed up my emotions somehow. Yeah, just hope I could close the gap with ignorance. Hurting another girl again isn't something the Pussy Jem would wanna do.

Kk I think I stop here, too much work ahead. Ciaos.

Today was a great day with a bad start somehow. lol

I woke up like 7.30 this morning and somehow delayed my way through until like 8? Ended up waiting for bus until 8.30 or so, decided to take a cab and ignore the buses. I skipped 2 966s which is like 30 mins and I'm still not on a cab. See my hp time and its 9am I decide to skip Jap tutorial. Went to sch the normal way and reached at around 10. Saw a group of FBI freshies at concourse, though somehow they didn't notice me. My cap does help somehow. Haha.

After reaching sch at 10, confirming stuff with Boss, I went off to Tampines Interchange to get a large mango cake from Bengawan Solo that cost $30 by using Boss's vouchers. Took it back to school and thanks to that cake, my freshies saw me . lol.

After that, had lunch with half of my classmates at Business canteen. Slacked abit in the clubroom by playing the Wii and some castle war and cs before DSAG.

DSAG was kinda boring thanks to the fact that I've done my practicals early, after confirming the only "error" I had in my program, I went to play games like o2mania and Pikachu Volleyball! lOlx. Guide Mario and one of my female malay tutorial classmate through the session.

Back to lab for some Wesley 19th birthday bash of Taupok and Head-first binning before the Jap Cultural Group came to pulled "our army" of gamers with "their army" to a PS3 competition of Resistance. 9 of us went, namely Daorong, Mario, Ivan, Mad, Delvin, Wesley, Zech, Ken and myself. Leon came along with us too.

We went separately. I was with Zech, who pinched Sijie face(as expected, since Mario does the same) like he never pinched it before, and a wrestling/pinching match between him and Melvin. I stood neutral, one was a fellow OL, another's a classmate. Gee...

Anyways, went there. Got pwned, I went first for a game that I've yet to experience the gameplay(Plus the irritating inverted-Y control, meaning when I put the analog stick down, the camera goes up. I'm not used to it.). Things like switch weapon and greanades was alien to me. Anyways, the rest ended same since there was experienced players there except Ken(amazingly), Mad and Zech. Oh yeah, the reason Ken got through, was that he was damn lucky to get placed together with a total amateur to FPS who can't shoot nor evade bullets.

Had pizza and cake. I set up a "W" for Wesley, but since we didn't celebrate the birthday properly with Maddy, it was a double birthday celebration. Invert the W and you get a M. lol. Sang the loudest birthday song we could have sang in english, chinese, and the BLAH BLAH language which goes:

Blah blah blah blah blah~
Blah blah blah blah blah~
Blah blah blah blah blah blah~
Blah blah blah blah blah~

After the whole event(and a complimentary gift of a Sony PlayStation trademarked cup), around 9.30 I went to Tamp mall with Mario. Companied him since he had to wait for his gf to knock off from work and I'm like, damn nuah + bored. Slacked at Macs until 10:50. Went up to his gf working place outside to wait. End up his gf went to go with her friends for supper I think, so he had to go back home alone. Initially he wanted to send her home. Haha..nvm, at least I saw the guilt in his gf. Went to take 23 to Kallang Basin Swimming Complex bus stop for a 966, slept on the bus until the bus stop when I woke up to be surprised that I had reached and quickly alighted. lOlx. But found out it was already 11.50 =_= missed the 966, walked further in to catch a cab that cost me $12. Ahh.. its okay..

Now, I kinda feel like ranting like a whiner/emo/idiot. But running outta energy already. Kinda lot of things in my mind really. Maybe some other day. Hm..I guess thats all. See ya

Decided to write this before sleeping, was quite busy this 2 days, with many assignments to settle.

Okay, after I dyed my hair silver, I had friends either saying I look old, or it look great. =/ Oh well. Lol.

Today had CMSK presentation, was ALRIGHT. My idea was supposed to be questioned by Wesley, but instead he, together with the whole class, decided to bombard Ken's "SafeBand" idea, which Ivan and I expected, since we already knew his idea had many loopholes. IN3D as usual, except I didn't did 3D modelling but sketching of my character. A Macross Battloid Valkyrie for those who knows. I will post the pics if anyone's curious what it is.

After lessons, I went to Century Square with Mario(who was suppose to meet his gf earlier) where we went to our own destination. I went up to the Hobby Point to see the Macross model kits they had, sadly they weren't what I wanted. So now I'm stuck with just pictures to model my character.

Jap tutorial tomorrow at 9am..going to sleep now. Gd night.

Going to make a short entry before my father comes home and starts the grumblings again.

Today was a short day, as usual, the 2 thirds of the class are down with some illness. Only Daorong, Coburn, Mario, Ginyan and myself is still standing. DSAG tutorial and practicals are really just...too simple somehow, I've finished them in 1-2 hours, except that one of my practicals have some errors which I'll leave it 'til the lab session.

Oh yeah, revenge's damn sweet too. Knifed that fucking Ken two times today. Total humilitation back for him! MUAHAHAHA.

Went for drum course, then had Teppan-yaki for dinner before going home. Did some homework and now I'm going to sleep. See ya.

Damn sianz..

FUCKING PISSED OFF WITH MY FATHER. I DO WHAT ALSO MUST SAY SOMETHING. I NEVER SO PISSED OFF 'TIL I PLUG MY EARPHONES INTO MY EARS TO AVOID LISTENING TO HIS HALF-ASSED GRUMBLES. I'M GOING TO BE FUCKING 18 ALREADY AND HE'S STILL TREATING ME LIKE A 3 YEAR OLD KID? REALLY WAN FORCE ME TO LEAVE HOME THEN SONG IZIT..ZZZ... DAMN FUCKED UP.....

Okay, what happened actually, I went to dye my hair ash colour, with a $75 I worked myself. And now he's like saying as though I'm taking money from him to get the hair colour. wtf? I taking food and drum course money for fucking goodness sake. Then next he say wad I go outside see if anyone will ask me which gang I'm from. So you mean all the guys in Visual Kei all have gangs? So seriously pissed off.

Argh. Show you guys how its like before I stop blogging. TOTALLY KILLED MY APPETITE. I didn't eat dinner lor .. zzzz..... Shall sleep asap.

Yeah..just came back from the INTSC Sentosa Outing. Was the best experience ever for me at the beach. With all the stuff going on, like dunking people into the water, somersaulting, and even doing gay-like forfeits for games. Oh yeah, Marcus, happy birthday again even if you're not gonna see this.

So, we left the beach at around 7 after everyone's done showering and some relaxing. Was quite sunburnt and bruised all over my body, thanks to the above actions, haha, but seriously, they don't hurt, it's what I call "the sunburns and bruises of fun".

Went back to Vivocity where all of us have dinner together by tapao-ing food to the open space at level 3 to eat together. Guowei, Samuel and me decided to ask Mario who was MIA for Sentosa out to eat at Marche, so we didn't really eat with the rest.

Chilled out abit until he arrive with the rest, went to eat Marche and was quite disappointed. $14 for a dinner that taste alright, but with service not up to my expectations and my expectation of service standards are really low as I know how difficult it is in this job.

It happened like this, I asked for a Mushroom and Cheese Crepe, the chef went on to make a Ham and Cheese Crepe. Ahh..whatever. Same thing when I ordered an Iced Latte, the pantry staff was trying to tell me something about the sugar, but I didn't catch it properly and she just went off. Oh well, I shouldn't be really asking much for a restaurant that charges only 1% for the service charge. Bah, seriously, somehow I just feel the staff of Fast Food restaurants was better than them in terms of the service.

After dinner, went to chill abit again with the rest before heading back. Was kinda emo-ing on the bus. Thinking hell lot of damn stupid stuffs about myself. Still feeling emo somehow, just hope this feeling will go off tomorrow. I don't want to drag everyone down.

Alright, I gotta go get my contact lenses out and drop "dead" on the bed soon. See ya.
(PS: I planned to get my hair colour on Tuesday morning.)

Okay..going to do my journal writing later for GADS (Game Design for those who don't know) after this entry.

Went to work today, took the bus with my mom. Hmm..reached at 1.30pm. Slogged through the day like normal. Then when I knocked off, I went to buy a mini-medibox and the shampoo and conditioner for coloured hair which the brand I'm promoting, a step to keep my silver hair last longer. Planning to get a brown Gatsby temporary colour hair spray, but I didn't bring enough, so I shall buy some other day. Went home on a crowded 190, as usual.

Called my hairstylist up, was told that the colouring can only be done on Monday night, argh. Oh.. and I just realized awhile ago that Monday was Maddy's birthday, and C152, including Boss, is planning to watch Spiderman 3 on that day. Gee..hope I can get my hair coloured on Tuesday morning(I better wake up early..).

Changed my ear studs after the call. The piercings are pretty much healed already, just need to keep something inside only I guess.. Yeah...Gonna get new ear accessories when I can find the ones I want.

Okay I guess thats all. Time for journal and music. Ciaos.

Yeah, just arrived home. Today was a pretty...long day I supposed.

Woke up 7.30 this morning, quickly do my stuff until like 8 and rushed to school. Bus was packed, as usual, but luckily I was able to board it. Present for the 9-11 Jap lesson.

Okay, during break, played a lil' bit of games before leaving with Daorong, Zech and Ivan to Sim Lim Square where they're going to get their stuff, and me proceed on to Chinatown to get my pay for traffic counting job. We took a cab btw.(the meter was $10 at Sim Lim, $12 at Chinatown)

After my business in Chinatown is done, I proceed to take a bus down to my aunt's place at Bukit Merah. She was at the salon washing her hair, so I went to walk around Queensway. Only a few items caught my eyes. Wanted to buy a pair of trousers that cost $40, but didn't had my size. Oh well.

After walking around abit, I went down to my aunt's place to get my pay for the promoter job, took 961, which my mom told me it will go to Sim Lim Square, but I ended up at Sims Avenue. So, since I was literally going to be late as I'm still at Lorong 1 Geylang at 3:50pm or so and I'm supposed to be back at 4pm for a practical lesson. Alighted the bus and quickly board a cab which cost me $10 again to get back to school literally on time, but the traffic in Geylang is like DAMN FUCKING SLOW when its a 4 lane road thanks to all the cars at the side, leaving only 2 lanes to move.

Reached school at 4.20pm. I dunno if my lecturer marked my present, hopefully she did. Did the practical, pretty easy? And went to play game after that. I was fucking humiliated by that dumbfuck Ken when he knifed me at the back. THE LAST THING ANYONE IN C152 WILL WANT TO HAPPEN TO THEMSELVES!! AHHH!!!!! *screams and whine in horror* Okay, I was distracted somehow, shooting another guy, and when I killed him, the next moment is a stab from that ...whatever you call him. (PS: FUK YOU ZECH!)

But when I regain my senses and think about it, I knifed him just as much as he humiliated me today, I guess. Lets see, a two-stab-kill from the front when he's holding a shotgun, from full health to below half to zero. Oh well, some Warcraft III after CS, played Pudge Wars map. I was like damn pissed off with that humiliation I decided to be a loser and spoil his fun. 'cause the game was about 2 sides of players 'hooking' each other overs and powerups are available, including one which lets you throw your allies and enemies.

I bought the throwing powerup and throw him over to the enemy to let them rape him. It took him like 6-7 throws from me to let him realize I threw him over, lOlx. I decided to have more fun, he was over at the enemy side, I hooked him back to our own side, and threw him back to the enemy side again. =D And I repeated that quite a number of times in the 2 wars we C152 had.

Went for dinner after the games, the brothers present: Daorong, Samuel, Coburn, Mario, Zech, Shawn, Delvin, Ivan and me. We were like "If Ken were here, we will scatter immediately and gather back later." lOlx. Oh well, if you really know him, you'll know why we treat him this way. Anyways, ordered 7 big dishes which cost each of us 14 bucks each. Crazy topics popped up, Zech was unlucky to be the main topic of the day. Shall not mention, I don't wanna waste his already-low pride due to us.

After dinner, Samuel went to get 2 bottles of Heineken. Drinking session! Thus, it made me wanna get one too. I was like, "hey I'm underaged lol. Get for me?" Since they said the uncle won't check, plus I just look more than 18, with piercing and dyed hair and stuff like that lOlx. So I went to get it, and yeah, I bought my first bottle of beer in my life. Okay, lame.

I drank half a cup first to find out too much ice slows down my drinking speed. So I removed most of the ice and finished off the whole cup in one shot. Did the same with the remaining of the beer I bought. Was quite intoxicated after the bottle was finished, but after a toilet break, everything's fine. Then, other than Mario, Daorong, Samuel and myself, the rest went home earlier. So the four of us was like talking about funny topics, like getting into Subcomm and Daorong doing programme planning for things like nightwalk(which we're looking forward 'cause his nightwalk ideas are deadly) and setting our own game company. lOlx. Left the place at 11, companied them 'til they all boarded the bus at around 11:15, which I went to take mine.

Unfortunately, after I boarded the bus and the bus went to the next stop after the one I boarded from, it fucking broke down! Caused me to miss the last 966 I supposed to take home. Took the next 23 to the stop where I'm supposed to take the 966 to try my luck, but to no avail. Tried to flag a cab 'til another 23 arrived which I took down to Sim Lim Square. Took my third cab from there to home, usually stop at the bus stop outside my home, but this time I asked the driver to drive into the carpark, too frigging tired.

Okay, a long entry which took me 30 mins to type xD. Good night people. Working tomorrow, Sunday gonna go Sentosa with the INTSC people, my C152 brothers(Ken isn't counted as a brother) and the IT school freshies(HOPEFULLY, most of my FBI freshies! =D) yeah. So thats all. Pray I don't get a hangover and that I can get the hair colour done tomorrow.

Alright, see ya.

A "sneak peek" on the hair colour I wanted =) Its gonna look something like this:

Aww.. my hairstylist just called me to tell me it will cost a lot of do the hair colour I wanted..$70++ or so. Hmm.. Maybe next time bah, I shall just do silver highlights. Confirmed on Friday. So..uhh.. lol.. Yeah, lidat lor.

I going to go with my original plan. Ignore the above lOlx. Silver hair for the win!

Got bored during lecture, thus blogging now. lOlx. Yeah, my studs back in, after going back to get them "gunned" in. Took a 67 down to Little India to change 23. Found a new, faster, safer way to go to school in mornings =D Next time I shall take 966 to Kolam Ayer Industrial Estate to change to 23. The one I'm taking now is a 966 to 15 at Eunos, however the bus 15 will be packed in the morning, yeah with my own fellow campus-mates whom I have no idea who are they lOl.

*yawns* another hour of tutorial at 5 to 6 after this hellish 2 hour lecture. Shall play some games now.

Woke up at 7 today. Tried to put back the studs but failed. Lol. Going back to Lot 1 later at 11 - 12pm to ask them to pierce it back in for me again, and I will not be an idiot again to take it out. Haha.

Watching Naruto Movie 3 now. School at 3pm =_= Ciaos.

Today, woke up 3pm, had a slight hangover..aww..i only drank 1 and a half cup... hmm..

anyways, slacked at home until 5 before going Lot 1, played arcade 'til my mom arrive at 7. Ate Suki Sushi today. After dinner, I went to get my left ear pierced of 2 holes. Then went to Bluez to get some more accessories before proceeding to NTUC to buy some groceries and sweets for tomorrow. Took a cab home (again).

Took out my ear studs which I regretted doing so, 'cause now I can't put it back on. Hopefully can get it back in by Sunday.

Oh yeah, I took a picture of my ear today. It look like this:

Just came back from Jonathan's birthday "party", which is the most memorable, yet kiddishly retarded birthday bash I've ever been to. Its in McDonald's, and we're like all trying to act like kids. lOl. Many funny things happen, like all of us sang birthday song to Mario who arrived late(because Jonathan arrived already) and Mario's birthday was like 2 months ago.

Yeah, and then after everything, we had plans to bash him further, but due to time constraints, we were split into 3 groups, those headed home, those going clubbing, and those going to "drink coffee".

Samuel, Guowei, Mario and me formed a 4th group with another 2 girls, and went to Samuel's place to see his dogs. His two older dogs were nice, gentle giants, while his younger..terrier (I think) is pretty naughty. But its pretty cute, despite it..being a pervert? lOlx.

After that, we companied the girls to their bus stops before heading to the coffeeshop, where we find our seniors drinking. lOlx. There were 12 bottles when we arrived. Those who were drunk, did their drunken stuff, those who're still awake just chill around, like the 4 of us.

Marcus went to get a bottle after finishing the 2 bottles which he bought when we arrived. Ended up with 16 bottles when I'm going home. I drank about 1 and a half cup of beer. No kick, seriously. Anyways, took a cab home as it was 1am, shared with Mario, Leon and Alex. who stayed mainly at the central/northeastern districts, thus I ended up with a $32.40 cab fare when I reached home. Mario helped Leon to pay as well, so I just had to pay $10.40 lOlx.

Yeah, now I'm here after bathing, half-awake. Heard they're going East Coast Park to cycle and stuff, ITO's outing. I'm not going though, not gonna tire myself out, especially it will be a long way there. Gonna arcade and pierce my ear tomorrow.

Okay I shall head for the bed now, good night.

Woot..just finished "dinner" or should I say, supper.

Today started work at 1.40pm. den ended 9.40pm. Planning to change my dressing to a more extreme style, yeah. Thinking of tailor-made clothes, drew some rough designs during work, too bored. Mom said very overboard, "you're not part of a boyband or whatsoever". lOlx. Oh well, we'll see.

Also going for a silver-plat hair colour and 1 - 3 piercings for my left ear. Yeah.

Hmm..shall get my pay tomorrow or Tuesday, then the ear accessories will come together.

Oh yeah, to all freshies, I heard you guys are invited to join the outing at Sentosa, 6th May. Join us. I'm sacrificing $64 for this =x got work on next Sunday, but I decided to skip, so that we all can have fun together!

Going to bathe now. Opps. Ciaos

Yeap posting this in the morning 6am without sleep the whole night just to revive this blog.
Decided to use this visual kei template, thanks Shawn for introducing the cool GazettE to me during week zero. lOlx.

Anyways, archives of my sec 3 lives will still be kept. Feel free to read my days of immaturity, yeah.

Come to think of it, this is the first post using my Asus M9V Notebook. Hope to get a new one. I wanna play Battlefield 2 and 2142.

And, those who don't know. My first love life ended its 1 and a half year life, tomorrow.
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Alright, I'm gonna end this post.
Who wants me to link, tag your link or MSN me. Ciaos. To the bed now.