Wednesday, June 27, 2007

yo..going through the whole night again, though i went through one a day ago. Ah...hecks, GADS make up presentation in ...uhh.. 7 and a half hours time. Soo.. yeah, I gotta leave home at 7 i guess, dowanna be late.

Oh, and why is it a make-up? Yeah screwed up again, so Short Project II is official a zero, and we'll get a 10% penalty for this project. Sigh... shit do happens. GADS will be a D i guess. I don't see any hopes of a C.

Ah well..time for more alice..Helping my freshies touch up. =) see ya..

Saturday, June 23, 2007

heya... just came back from work.. woot.. had some brainstorming during work over GADS... now I'm kinda waiting for Ivan to come online, hopefully he does. If not I gonna send him an Email.. gee... maaaaaaaaan.. the days ahead going to be tough... Oh well.. life's like that...

hmm.. bored... Shall go slack a lil' before more brainstorming.. ciaos

Tuesday, June 19, 2007

A sleepless night doing two Alice animations for my freshies..haha..

Went to school after going breakfast and marketing with my mom. Bought a new pouchbag @ $10. Pretty nice design.

Went home, prepared to go school. 966 was quite fast today, BUT, when I'm waiting for the 23 at the bus stop, it took like 30+ mins for it to arrive, and two came along. zzz I was very late to meet Lizhen in school... gawd. lolx.. NVM... Cheered her up with the assignment I've done, did some touchups and helped her with the report. Received a handphone strap in return. Thanks =D

Went to lab to play PS2. Tried to play Soul Calibur 3, the PS2 decide to bastard me by giving me loading problems. I gave up and played Dynasty Warriors 5 instead. Played 'til 4-5, before discussing abit stuff with Ivan about our GADS project. Went to engine canteen to eat before proceeding to TCC to find the TP WCG Campus organiser team. Had a single 3v3 dota match, got thrashed. LOL. watched a lil' bit of action over the other corner where a 5v5 match is going on before proceeding to my drum lessons.

Went home after drumming. Wee..gonna drop dead on the bed soon..very tired =x tomorrow outing with Ngee Ann City Watsons promoters....wooo.. Only guy again.. sianz... >_> kk bye.

Monday, June 18, 2007

Argh..feeling damn bored... doing the Alice assignment for my freshies. Uhh..the coding parts only, don't be mistaken =P Pretty.....tedious if I would to do what they wrote for me =/ Sooo I had to simplify them somehow.

Looking at my to-do list, GADS on top priority. Screw that up and I gotta go for a supp. Gee. Tomorrow's a little test of Drumming. I still can't get the song right!! AHHH SCREWED x2.
Family's out for BBQ at some unknown chalet lol. Gotta grab some dinner now. Ciaos.

Thursday, June 14, 2007

Nothing's better than completing one time-consuming project. Woohoo..3D modelling's finally done. Now I've left DSAG and CMSK to do. Extras? Alice codings I promised my freshies for =)

Went to Ngee Ann City today with my mom. Ate pepper lunch for er...lunch. Wanted to get hair dryer from Takashimaya, but it seems they don't sell 'em. Lol. My mom has $60 gift voucher mah. Anyways, bought a $72 bag from the Projectshop. Nice designs they have. Went to Gramophone next to get my Razer earphones and iPod remote. Total cost today was $160, my mom paid for it by Visa. Shall return her $200 when my pay comes in. Woot.

My mom left for an appointment with her friends, so I went off to the toy fair for some PS3 Resistance gaming. Seriously, its fun. Tried playing it on Hard, but failed, thanks to lack of health packs =.= Restarted it in medium played through until some kid thinks he can play better than I do and ask me for the controller. Well, being the nice big brother I want to be, I let him. I took back after he died, finished off the stage until another stage he went back for it again.

Okay...I'll give him again..and was amused at his egoistic yet amateurish gameplay. Seriously, kids nowadays..needs to know some manners.. Yes, I may be hogging the PS3 myself, but I give it when someone asks for it. I ask it from him, he doesn't want to give me. I mean, I'm playing halfway for goodness sake, lol. Ah well, ranting it here makes me feel such a bully somehow. Hmm..Whatever.

Oh, and I added a new section to my blog, a to-get list =x haha. Yeah, I know the girlfriend part looks weird on it, but hey, I do want one. LOL. Okay, off to CnC training. My match is tomorrow.

Thursday, June 07, 2007

Today a damn good lesson learnt from a damn bad experience that should have been avoided:

If you're a team leader, make sure every single damn thing is done properly, check through every parts of the report and make sure they're there.

Reason?
Today was the day of our make-up submission of the GADS Short Project II which we screwed up last week for not submitting the report and rescheduling a time with Mr Jonathan Chee. Instead of behaving the correct manner, we're late AGAIN, as Ivan suddenly told me the learning template wasn't in and I had to get the binded report rebinded with the learning template in.

Okay fine. When we entered the room to present, I realised something was missing, the Task Allocation Table. Thanks to that, we went through hell from Mr Chee. Oh well, lesson well learnt, after half an hour of lecturing, we presented our stuff after a short break to calm ourselves down. I just felt, if we didn't screwed anything up, our presentation could be better. Damn it all. Now we gotta put in much effort for the Game Design Document if we want to get the maximum we can, a C+.

After everything's done, went back to lab to get the table out. Printed and Ivan handed it to Mr Chee. Slacked awhile, borrowed the tablet in the clubroom from Boss to use for IN3D so that I can draw a proper template of my VF-1A model. Did some sketches before going for a DotA 6.44 match.

After the game, went for dinner with Zech, Shawn and Delvin. Crapped around, Zech being the main target of the day as usual before heading home. Did some IN3D modelling when I reached home until Yanhao invited me for some CnC3 games with Lucas and Eugene. Well, great game, got thrashed as usual, haha. Talked with Pin abit before continuing with my IN3D. Oh well, hope I can wake up early enough to go to school tomorrow to continue with my IN3D.. have to finish it ASAP.

Going to sleep now. Ciaos. Good luck to all who're still having tests.

Tuesday, June 05, 2007

DSAG, quite screwed up. Oh well. Now I'm gonna rush IN3D modelling. Seeing the assignments, group ones including, that needed to be handed in after term break, I once again, felt the stress and urgency of projects, but this time, I'm all alone. No one will support me, to give me the emotional support I truly need. Yeah, I'm now totally emotional. I just hope that I can go through this stage, telling myself, I don't need a companion, I don't need a girl to be there for me, I can be alone, I can be single. If so many men out there could, why can't I?

Anyways, promised Lizhen and Jiayu I'm gonna choose Psychology and Leadership.(Since Lizhen tell me Jiayu taking Psychology, then I will be taking it. HAHA.) Hopefully I'll be in the same class with them, haha. Oh well, at least we can help each other in the assignments if we're put into different classes. Spent the whole afternoon slacking, when I should be doing 3D modelling. Oh, and I just collected my O level certificate(YES, something that I should have already done a year ago!) before I went to school today.

My head was pretty much blank the whole day, seriously. One of my classmates told me this, "I wonder if the world's playing with us" I felt the same. Things can be sooo bloody screwed up. A simple event like waiting for bus could really say everything. Sometimes, when you don't want this particular bus to arrive, they could like come in twos or threes, and even fours, but the one you want will never arrive until like 15-20 minutes?

Many of my friends say being single is better, with the freedom. I agree, but everything has its pros and cons. To me, being single, I can do any shit in this world. When attached, I restrict myself to my principles of being a good boyfriend, a good life companion, but, shit do happens. Now, I'm questioning myself, what's is the meaning in my life now..? Get my diploma and get my ass into the army before coming out again to try for get a degree and then work 'til I die? I have no meaning in life as of this moment. Yes, I lost one, I threw it away myself. One and a half year which could have been forever, I threw it away. Hell, I must be the worse guy to do that.

Maybe I'm just lack that confidence I need for life. But frankly speaking, if I'm given a choice, I will get myself attached, I just can't stand being alone somehow. Ah well. Time for some CnC3 against AIs with Yanhao and company.

Sunday, June 03, 2007

no time for blogging with a term test paper tomorrow and projects to rush. =) will blog after everything's done. good luck for term tests everyone. see ya =)