Argh..feeling damn bored... doing the Alice assignment for my freshies. Uhh..the coding parts only, don't be mistaken =P Pretty.....tedious if I would to do what they wrote for me =/ Sooo I had to simplify them somehow.
Looking at my to-do list, GADS on top priority. Screw that up and I gotta go for a supp. Gee. Tomorrow's a little test of Drumming. I still can't get the song right!! AHHH SCREWED x2.
Family's out for BBQ at some unknown chalet lol. Gotta grab some dinner now. Ciaos.
Monday, June 18, 2007
Thursday, June 14, 2007
Nothing's better than completing one time-consuming project. Woohoo..3D modelling's finally done. Now I've left DSAG and CMSK to do. Extras? Alice codings I promised my freshies for =)
Went to Ngee Ann City today with my mom. Ate pepper lunch for er...lunch. Wanted to get hair dryer from Takashimaya, but it seems they don't sell 'em. Lol. My mom has $60 gift voucher mah. Anyways, bought a $72 bag from the Projectshop. Nice designs they have. Went to Gramophone next to get my Razer earphones and iPod remote. Total cost today was $160, my mom paid for it by Visa. Shall return her $200 when my pay comes in. Woot.
My mom left for an appointment with her friends, so I went off to the toy fair for some PS3 Resistance gaming. Seriously, its fun. Tried playing it on Hard, but failed, thanks to lack of health packs =.= Restarted it in medium played through until some kid thinks he can play better than I do and ask me for the controller. Well, being the nice big brother I want to be, I let him. I took back after he died, finished off the stage until another stage he went back for it again.
Okay...I'll give him again..and was amused at his egoistic yet amateurish gameplay. Seriously, kids nowadays..needs to know some manners.. Yes, I may be hogging the PS3 myself, but I give it when someone asks for it. I ask it from him, he doesn't want to give me. I mean, I'm playing halfway for goodness sake, lol. Ah well, ranting it here makes me feel such a bully somehow. Hmm..Whatever.
Oh, and I added a new section to my blog, a to-get list =x haha. Yeah, I know the girlfriend part looks weird on it, but hey, I do want one. LOL. Okay, off to CnC training. My match is tomorrow.
Went to Ngee Ann City today with my mom. Ate pepper lunch for er...lunch. Wanted to get hair dryer from Takashimaya, but it seems they don't sell 'em. Lol. My mom has $60 gift voucher mah. Anyways, bought a $72 bag from the Projectshop. Nice designs they have. Went to Gramophone next to get my Razer earphones and iPod remote. Total cost today was $160, my mom paid for it by Visa. Shall return her $200 when my pay comes in. Woot.
My mom left for an appointment with her friends, so I went off to the toy fair for some PS3 Resistance gaming. Seriously, its fun. Tried playing it on Hard, but failed, thanks to lack of health packs =.= Restarted it in medium played through until some kid thinks he can play better than I do and ask me for the controller. Well, being the nice big brother I want to be, I let him. I took back after he died, finished off the stage until another stage he went back for it again.
Okay...I'll give him again..and was amused at his egoistic yet amateurish gameplay. Seriously, kids nowadays..needs to know some manners.. Yes, I may be hogging the PS3 myself, but I give it when someone asks for it. I ask it from him, he doesn't want to give me. I mean, I'm playing halfway for goodness sake, lol. Ah well, ranting it here makes me feel such a bully somehow. Hmm..Whatever.
Oh, and I added a new section to my blog, a to-get list =x haha. Yeah, I know the girlfriend part looks weird on it, but hey, I do want one. LOL. Okay, off to CnC training. My match is tomorrow.
Thursday, June 07, 2007
Today a damn good lesson learnt from a damn bad experience that should have been avoided:
If you're a team leader, make sure every single damn thing is done properly, check through every parts of the report and make sure they're there.
Reason?
Today was the day of our make-up submission of the GADS Short Project II which we screwed up last week for not submitting the report and rescheduling a time with Mr Jonathan Chee. Instead of behaving the correct manner, we're late AGAIN, as Ivan suddenly told me the learning template wasn't in and I had to get the binded report rebinded with the learning template in.
Okay fine. When we entered the room to present, I realised something was missing, the Task Allocation Table. Thanks to that, we went through hell from Mr Chee. Oh well, lesson well learnt, after half an hour of lecturing, we presented our stuff after a short break to calm ourselves down. I just felt, if we didn't screwed anything up, our presentation could be better. Damn it all. Now we gotta put in much effort for the Game Design Document if we want to get the maximum we can, a C+.
After everything's done, went back to lab to get the table out. Printed and Ivan handed it to Mr Chee. Slacked awhile, borrowed the tablet in the clubroom from Boss to use for IN3D so that I can draw a proper template of my VF-1A model. Did some sketches before going for a DotA 6.44 match.
After the game, went for dinner with Zech, Shawn and Delvin. Crapped around, Zech being the main target of the day as usual before heading home. Did some IN3D modelling when I reached home until Yanhao invited me for some CnC3 games with Lucas and Eugene. Well, great game, got thrashed as usual, haha. Talked with Pin abit before continuing with my IN3D. Oh well, hope I can wake up early enough to go to school tomorrow to continue with my IN3D.. have to finish it ASAP.
Going to sleep now. Ciaos. Good luck to all who're still having tests.
If you're a team leader, make sure every single damn thing is done properly, check through every parts of the report and make sure they're there.
Reason?
Today was the day of our make-up submission of the GADS Short Project II which we screwed up last week for not submitting the report and rescheduling a time with Mr Jonathan Chee. Instead of behaving the correct manner, we're late AGAIN, as Ivan suddenly told me the learning template wasn't in and I had to get the binded report rebinded with the learning template in.
Okay fine. When we entered the room to present, I realised something was missing, the Task Allocation Table. Thanks to that, we went through hell from Mr Chee. Oh well, lesson well learnt, after half an hour of lecturing, we presented our stuff after a short break to calm ourselves down. I just felt, if we didn't screwed anything up, our presentation could be better. Damn it all. Now we gotta put in much effort for the Game Design Document if we want to get the maximum we can, a C+.
After everything's done, went back to lab to get the table out. Printed and Ivan handed it to Mr Chee. Slacked awhile, borrowed the tablet in the clubroom from Boss to use for IN3D so that I can draw a proper template of my VF-1A model. Did some sketches before going for a DotA 6.44 match.
After the game, went for dinner with Zech, Shawn and Delvin. Crapped around, Zech being the main target of the day as usual before heading home. Did some IN3D modelling when I reached home until Yanhao invited me for some CnC3 games with Lucas and Eugene. Well, great game, got thrashed as usual, haha. Talked with Pin abit before continuing with my IN3D. Oh well, hope I can wake up early enough to go to school tomorrow to continue with my IN3D.. have to finish it ASAP.
Going to sleep now. Ciaos. Good luck to all who're still having tests.
Tuesday, June 05, 2007
DSAG, quite screwed up. Oh well. Now I'm gonna rush IN3D modelling. Seeing the assignments, group ones including, that needed to be handed in after term break, I once again, felt the stress and urgency of projects, but this time, I'm all alone. No one will support me, to give me the emotional support I truly need. Yeah, I'm now totally emotional. I just hope that I can go through this stage, telling myself, I don't need a companion, I don't need a girl to be there for me, I can be alone, I can be single. If so many men out there could, why can't I?
Anyways, promised Lizhen and Jiayu I'm gonna choose Psychology and Leadership.(Since Lizhen tell me Jiayu taking Psychology, then I will be taking it. HAHA.) Hopefully I'll be in the same class with them, haha. Oh well, at least we can help each other in the assignments if we're put into different classes. Spent the whole afternoon slacking, when I should be doing 3D modelling. Oh, and I just collected my O level certificate(YES, something that I should have already done a year ago!) before I went to school today.
My head was pretty much blank the whole day, seriously. One of my classmates told me this, "I wonder if the world's playing with us" I felt the same. Things can be sooo bloody screwed up. A simple event like waiting for bus could really say everything. Sometimes, when you don't want this particular bus to arrive, they could like come in twos or threes, and even fours, but the one you want will never arrive until like 15-20 minutes?
Many of my friends say being single is better, with the freedom. I agree, but everything has its pros and cons. To me, being single, I can do any shit in this world. When attached, I restrict myself to my principles of being a good boyfriend, a good life companion, but, shit do happens. Now, I'm questioning myself, what's is the meaning in my life now..? Get my diploma and get my ass into the army before coming out again to try for get a degree and then work 'til I die? I have no meaning in life as of this moment. Yes, I lost one, I threw it away myself. One and a half year which could have been forever, I threw it away. Hell, I must be the worse guy to do that.
Maybe I'm just lack that confidence I need for life. But frankly speaking, if I'm given a choice, I will get myself attached, I just can't stand being alone somehow. Ah well. Time for some CnC3 against AIs with Yanhao and company.
Anyways, promised Lizhen
My head was pretty much blank the whole day, seriously. One of my classmates told me this, "I wonder if the world's playing with us" I felt the same. Things can be sooo bloody screwed up. A simple event like waiting for bus could really say everything. Sometimes, when you don't want this particular bus to arrive, they could like come in twos or threes, and even fours, but the one you want will never arrive until like 15-20 minutes?
Many of my friends say being single is better, with the freedom. I agree, but everything has its pros and cons. To me, being single, I can do any shit in this world. When attached, I restrict myself to my principles of being a good boyfriend, a good life companion, but, shit do happens. Now, I'm questioning myself, what's is the meaning in my life now..? Get my diploma and get my ass into the army before coming out again to try for get a degree and then work 'til I die? I have no meaning in life as of this moment. Yes, I lost one, I threw it away myself. One and a half year which could have been forever, I threw it away. Hell, I must be the worse guy to do that.
Maybe I'm just lack that confidence I need for life. But frankly speaking, if I'm given a choice, I will get myself attached, I just can't stand being alone somehow. Ah well. Time for some CnC3 against AIs with Yanhao and company.
Sunday, June 03, 2007
Tuesday, May 29, 2007
Thank to Jiayu for tagging me with this weird little chain letter-like "tag" =) I won't ask people to continue it, however, I will do what they want me to. Haha.
Here goes:
EACH PLAYER OF THIS GAME STARTS OFF WITH 10 WEIRD THINGS, HABITS, OR LITTLE KNOWN FACTS ABOUT ONESELF. PEOPLE WHO GET TAGGED MUST WRITE IN THEIR BLOG 10 WEIRD THINGS, HABITS, OR FACTS, AS WELL AS STATE THIS RULE CLEARLY. AT THE END, YOU MUST CHOOSE SIX PEOPLE TO BE TAGGED AND LIST THEIR NAMES. NO TAG-BACKS!
1. [Habit] I bathe only once per day to be clean, unless I go do sports or something that will make me sweat and damn sticky.
2. [Fact] I was once an introvert.
3. [Fact] I do cry over trivial things, mainly over relationship-side problems.
4. [Fact] I bring a manga along with me to the bathroom when I gonna stay inside for 15 mins, not to bathe.
5. [Habit] I like to touch my lips with one of my thumb when I'm pondering over something.
6. [Habit] I scratch my head when I'm in any situation that I can't answer back.
7. [Fact] I have occasional scalp problems. (could be dandruff)
8. [Fact] 70% of the things in my life so far don't go my way.
9. [Habit] I either play an invisible drum or sing silently or both when I'm listening to music on the bus.
10. [Fact] I have weak arms.
People Tagged: None that I will know of at the moment. Be one of them! =P
Yeah...thats it. Okay, lame stuff. But hey, they're still facts =p
k ciaos
Here goes:
EACH PLAYER OF THIS GAME STARTS OFF WITH 10 WEIRD THINGS, HABITS, OR LITTLE KNOWN FACTS ABOUT ONESELF. PEOPLE WHO GET TAGGED MUST WRITE IN THEIR BLOG 10 WEIRD THINGS, HABITS, OR FACTS, AS WELL AS STATE THIS RULE CLEARLY. AT THE END, YOU MUST CHOOSE SIX PEOPLE TO BE TAGGED AND LIST THEIR NAMES. NO TAG-BACKS!
1. [Habit] I bathe only once per day to be clean, unless I go do sports or something that will make me sweat and damn sticky.
2. [Fact] I was once an introvert.
3. [Fact] I do cry over trivial things, mainly over relationship-side problems.
4. [Fact] I bring a manga along with me to the bathroom when I gonna stay inside for 15 mins, not to bathe.
5. [Habit] I like to touch my lips with one of my thumb when I'm pondering over something.
6. [Habit] I scratch my head when I'm in any situation that I can't answer back.
7. [Fact] I have occasional scalp problems. (could be dandruff)
8. [Fact] 70% of the things in my life so far don't go my way.
9. [Habit] I either play an invisible drum or sing silently or both when I'm listening to music on the bus.
10. [Fact] I have weak arms.
People Tagged: None that I will know of at the moment. Be one of them! =P
Yeah...thats it. Okay, lame stuff. But hey, they're still facts =p
k ciaos
Sunday, May 27, 2007
Woot..just came home from work. Think about lots of things on the bus when I'm on my way home..
One: My god-sis Chrispin. Thinking about reconciling with her since the last time i spoke to her. Haha. We kinda quarreled and things become soured between us. Like a year or two ago, because of my ex. Oh well, I just patched things up awhile ago. Now we're back to last time. Wee~
Two: Relationship. Shall rant my feeling out at the end.
Three: Studies, frigging projects. Shall mug them tonight and pray I survive through the hell.
/initiateRanting
I know I left you when you need me the most. I'm the worst.
I did my best already, I just couldn't control my feelings.
I just felt, breaking up with you was the best choice I could make. I doubt we could last even if any girl doesn't step in. I'm just an asshole to make you suffer.
I don't deserve you, instead to be shot and mutilated and fed to dogs.
Now, a month is almost over. I still somehow couldn't get over it.
But I will get over it, I won't patch things up with you, my pride won't allow.
I just hope, you will find a real man who can really take great care of you, not one coward who run away from reality. I wish you the best.
I'm now left with literally nothing. But I will be fine.
/endRanting
Oh well. It's part of life. Shall get over it soon. Gonna wash my hair and do my stuff. Ciaos guys.
One: My god-sis Chrispin. Thinking about reconciling with her since the last time i spoke to her. Haha. We kinda quarreled and things become soured between us. Like a year or two ago, because of my ex. Oh well, I just patched things up awhile ago. Now we're back to last time. Wee~
Two: Relationship. Shall rant my feeling out at the end.
Three: Studies, frigging projects. Shall mug them tonight and pray I survive through the hell.
I know I left you when you need me the most. I'm the worst.
I did my best already, I just couldn't control my feelings.
I just felt, breaking up with you was the best choice I could make. I doubt we could last even if any girl doesn't step in. I'm just an asshole to make you suffer.
I don't deserve you, instead to be shot and mutilated and fed to dogs.
Now, a month is almost over. I still somehow couldn't get over it.
But I will get over it, I won't patch things up with you, my pride won't allow.
I just hope, you will find a real man who can really take great care of you, not one coward who run away from reality. I wish you the best.
I'm now left with literally nothing. But I will be fine.
/endRanting
Oh well. It's part of life. Shall get over it soon. Gonna wash my hair and do my stuff. Ciaos guys.