Shit happens. But this time, this shit is not small shit.
3 years of resolve. I will do it for myself, to make my parents proud, and most importantly, her.
Damn, need some mood now.
Tuesday, July 22, 2008
Thursday, July 10, 2008
Alright, some updates
Woke up like 3pm today? Receive news if I do not turn up for meetings and such, GG to me in Major Project! D= Alright, I'll make an effort.
Next, I passed my FTT! Woo, one time pass. But how? Simple: half of my questions were from the BTT -.- So..good luck to me in getting a driving license! Planning to get before end of this year.
Uh..now I'm training for CnC3, thanks to Yan Hao who has officially replaced Eugene. -.- I still can't win him. Gee. Gdluck to me then.
Alright, time to sleep. Gdnight
Woke up like 3pm today? Receive news if I do not turn up for meetings and such, GG to me in Major Project! D= Alright, I'll make an effort.
Next, I passed my FTT! Woo, one time pass. But how? Simple: half of my questions were from the BTT -.- So..good luck to me in getting a driving license! Planning to get before end of this year.
Uh..now I'm training for CnC3, thanks to Yan Hao who has officially replaced Eugene. -.- I still can't win him. Gee. Gdluck to me then.
Alright, time to sleep. Gdnight
Friday, July 04, 2008
For some reason, I can't sleep. /enjoysacupofhotMilo
Probably, its due to too much thinking of...stuff. Yeah, haven't been posting stuff for a while. Laziness you see.
First off my brain, studies and school. Major Project seems difficult yet do-able. Team Leader position gets thrown to me, once again for 2 years running. GADS, ONGD, MGPG, BSCG. Give me a break. As most of you should know by now, I'm working with Mario, Gin Yan and Ge Min for this July - September I think, on this peripheral named Novint Falcon, google it if you must.
School, on the other hand, screws us up like I-don't-know-how-to-describe-it. NAPFA tomorrow though announced like 2 months ago yet giving us workload and _ NIGHT _ lessons for FOUR consecutive nights per week. Wow? Keeping ourselves fit is already difficult enough, let alone training for NAPFA. Looks like a re-take for me, I want a damn Gold award and I CAN GET IT IF NOT FOR MY PULL-UPS.
IITSC, was another issue. That once greatly respected club has gone. Jonathan Lou did great at 06/07 Week Zero. This '08 Week Zero, you say? Under Chai Yuan Long. Wuh? Initially during the elections, I thought, "Huh? Who's this being able to overpower Darren in popularity?" Wow? Apparently, the situation of the club speaks for itself.
Falling apart it may not seem on the surface, but honestly, beat Business school for Regatta in 09 Week Zero? "Dream on" is what I can say. As I have told Coburn, I could jolly well tell EVERY SINGLE PERSON in IITSC, what are you joining the club for as a Main Comm, or even as a Sub Comm. To have fun? Seriously, first thing in my mind: Service. I may not have gone for the events by Sub Comm, but if I do, I don't go for the sake of fun.
Week Zero '08 failed, YES, I MEANT IT IN MY OWN BIASED VIEWS, it failed miserably, and if IITSC decides to continue with their so-called "traditions" they can forget about even beating Design or Engineering. It is only the sense of regret I had in Week Zero '08. Unless the situation improve, I would avoid TBC and OLTC '08/09.
Alright, /calmsdown.
Just to add on: Recently, an email asking if Boss/Joshua Liew could send a team of CS 1.6/DotA players from the "gaming club" for a NUS competition. Wow, we might be a gaming club (once, I would say) but do we look like we play competitively? Oh, maybe we would if the club had the motivation in the first place, unfortunately not, otherwise TP-Hybrids would have made a name in WCG at least already, like Team RP. Seriously, if TP didn't had GET (or if I foresaw the IIT School screwing us up), I would have just gone to RP for the gaming CCA, taking Electronics in the Engineering field.
Alright, enough of the stupid school ranting.. Next, my goals. Though I'm sure everyone wants to excel in something, I never seem to excel in anything, probably being a jack-of-all-trade which some friends call me that, but that isn't what I really want.
My goals/dreams might seemed big, its recognition I want actually, even my cousin Randy could make out in the gaming world with Team TitaNs, I don't see why can't I? It is just that playing CnC3 and winning people like Ravana and echo_elite isn't really possible at my level of gameplay, since I can't even beat Ayane06 in TNP, or so it seems to me.
A wake-up call by Shawn, breaking my winning streak to like 5 losses? Wow. Nicely done. Drummania/Guitar Freaks/DDR/Beatmania IIDX? I'm like waaaaaay far away from the "Red Zone" which is like normal to those guys in CCK/DG Zone X, Bugis Virtualand, etc.(which means the Japanese pros aka the Tatsujins are EVEN further).
I don't know if I should invest on Guitar Heroes since its the only rhythm game on WCG. Maybe I should get the Orange Box and join Yanhao in TF2, if he's still gonna play.
Musical-wise, my drumming is going well, but drumming as a free-lance career seems fruitless. Adding on that I can't play the guitar for nuts. Vocals? My Sound Design module just tells me that I sounded like some sissy over the microphone.
FINALLY, just take a look at my wish-list, you know I have like at least two thousand dollars worth of items that I plan to get, and money is always my first problem. I have yet to account for money that I want/need/wish/plan to spend on my girlfriend, she comes first after all these. How I wish I had tons of money right now, not typing this post on my frigging M9V notebook but on a badass high-end PC or my dream gaming-spec notebook or the Macbook.
Now that these has come off my mind, I guess I'll go play some CnC3 to train up a lil'. I think I would have broken down if Florence isn't my girlfriend to be here to provide emotional support to me. My family? I wouldn't want to give them more headaches.
Hopefully something earth-shaking will happen soon. Life's been bland. /walksoff
Probably, its due to too much thinking of...stuff. Yeah, haven't been posting stuff for a while. Laziness you see.
First off my brain, studies and school. Major Project seems difficult yet do-able. Team Leader position gets thrown to me, once again for 2 years running. GADS, ONGD, MGPG, BSCG. Give me a break. As most of you should know by now, I'm working with Mario, Gin Yan and Ge Min for this July - September I think, on this peripheral named Novint Falcon, google it if you must.
School, on the other hand, screws us up like I-don't-know-how-to-describe-it. NAPFA tomorrow though announced like 2 months ago yet giving us workload and _ NIGHT _ lessons for FOUR consecutive nights per week. Wow? Keeping ourselves fit is already difficult enough, let alone training for NAPFA. Looks like a re-take for me, I want a damn Gold award and I CAN GET IT IF NOT FOR MY PULL-UPS.
IITSC, was another issue. That once greatly respected club has gone. Jonathan Lou did great at 06/07 Week Zero. This '08 Week Zero, you say? Under Chai Yuan Long. Wuh? Initially during the elections, I thought, "Huh? Who's this being able to overpower Darren in popularity?" Wow? Apparently, the situation of the club speaks for itself.
Falling apart it may not seem on the surface, but honestly, beat Business school for Regatta in 09 Week Zero? "Dream on" is what I can say. As I have told Coburn, I could jolly well tell EVERY SINGLE PERSON in IITSC, what are you joining the club for as a Main Comm, or even as a Sub Comm. To have fun? Seriously, first thing in my mind: Service. I may not have gone for the events by Sub Comm, but if I do, I don't go for the sake of fun.
Week Zero '08 failed, YES, I MEANT IT IN MY OWN BIASED VIEWS, it failed miserably, and if IITSC decides to continue with their so-called "traditions" they can forget about even beating Design or Engineering. It is only the sense of regret I had in Week Zero '08. Unless the situation improve, I would avoid TBC and OLTC '08/09.
Alright, /calmsdown.
Just to add on: Recently, an email asking if Boss/Joshua Liew could send a team of CS 1.6/DotA players from the "gaming club" for a NUS competition. Wow, we might be a gaming club (once, I would say) but do we look like we play competitively? Oh, maybe we would if the club had the motivation in the first place, unfortunately not, otherwise TP-Hybrids would have made a name in WCG at least already, like Team RP. Seriously, if TP didn't had GET (or if I foresaw the IIT School screwing us up), I would have just gone to RP for the gaming CCA, taking Electronics in the Engineering field.
Alright, enough of the stupid school ranting.. Next, my goals. Though I'm sure everyone wants to excel in something, I never seem to excel in anything, probably being a jack-of-all-trade which some friends call me that, but that isn't what I really want.
My goals/dreams might seemed big, its recognition I want actually, even my cousin Randy could make out in the gaming world with Team TitaNs, I don't see why can't I? It is just that playing CnC3 and winning people like Ravana and echo_elite isn't really possible at my level of gameplay, since I can't even beat Ayane06 in TNP, or so it seems to me.
A wake-up call by Shawn, breaking my winning streak to like 5 losses? Wow. Nicely done. Drummania/Guitar Freaks/DDR/Beatmania IIDX? I'm like waaaaaay far away from the "Red Zone" which is like normal to those guys in CCK/DG Zone X, Bugis Virtualand, etc.(which means the Japanese pros aka the Tatsujins are EVEN further).
I don't know if I should invest on Guitar Heroes since its the only rhythm game on WCG. Maybe I should get the Orange Box and join Yanhao in TF2, if he's still gonna play.
Musical-wise, my drumming is going well, but drumming as a free-lance career seems fruitless. Adding on that I can't play the guitar for nuts. Vocals? My Sound Design module just tells me that I sounded like some sissy over the microphone.
FINALLY, just take a look at my wish-list, you know I have like at least two thousand dollars worth of items that I plan to get, and money is always my first problem. I have yet to account for money that I want/need/wish/plan to spend on my girlfriend, she comes first after all these. How I wish I had tons of money right now, not typing this post on my frigging M9V notebook but on a badass high-end PC or my dream gaming-spec notebook or the Macbook.
Now that these has come off my mind, I guess I'll go play some CnC3 to train up a lil'. I think I would have broken down if Florence isn't my girlfriend to be here to provide emotional support to me. My family? I wouldn't want to give them more headaches.
Hopefully something earth-shaking will happen soon. Life's been bland. /walksoff
Thursday, February 21, 2008
Holidays again~~ dum dee dum dee dum dee dee dum dee dum dee dum dum~ eh? what is that? the EggEgg song, DONT ASK! k bye.
Yesterday, supposed to go my dandan home company her study, end up her dad MIGHT go home early O_O! so cannot go xD anyways, in that case she went for the boring revision lecture while I met Wes to eat at block 85, dropped by Hideout first since Wes gonna report his free-er schedule.
Ordered the less-delicious bak chor mee cuz the famous one only opens at night. Den the auntie VERY funny, bring me food liao only chopsticks, lolz. Nvm, I eat with chopsticks only~ lalala, den Wes eat his chicken rice.
After that, go BubbleTea/Snack shop get a packet of fries and drinks, walked to school after that. Initially intended to meet Wes at block 85 for lunch only den borrow his card for access to Gaming Club to grab my drumstick bag cuz my card no access. Met Coburn as we walked past the library.
Upon reaching the clubroom, we found out that GinYan was in school, playing private WoW. lolz. A 3v3 DotA with AI WTF mode, Coburn, Wes and myself obviously owned the AI. Played another round, shuffled player. Then I commented "I have a feeling I will be with Cob(urn) to fight Wes" and it came true. /laugh. Wes lost, but we had fun. Lol.
Met her around 4.30pm after her lecture at Library, helped her photocopy exam papers @ red spot, and I suck @ photocopying k?! XD gave her my belated V-day present, a mushroom soft toy and a rose with chocolates. She handed me hers also, a wind chime and chocolate (too).
Left for Tamp Interchange, played Worms Open Warfare on PSP, letting her enjoy the stupidity of the worms. Especially the opening movie, the way the a pair of worms laughed, we did likewise, xD
Ate Macs @ tamp inter, I played PSP while she eats, den we talk about alot of stupid stuff, to the extent she laughed damn hard, stomach pain XD hahaha. After that, went for Drums, for the first time, I felt damn good, kinda felt I had played my first full song that type of feeling.
Went home after that, spam PSP before sleeping.
Wednesday, went to school for CMSK meeting assessment, was told that I need to say more. =.= whatever man, I'm not the meeting type of person, hahaha. Drum abit and find out Masterpiece Silver full song list complete, Timepiece Phase II is gay =_=
Ate lunch with the other guys before going to dandan's house to company her to study while I played my PSP, lol. Stayed until 4+ before leaving to school again. PSP before napping awhile until 8pm when we left to get food from the coffee shops opposite school, bought noodles for myself and shared Rojak with Eugene and Delvin. Dota-ed one round with the GET freshie guys and Mario before leaving for home. Left with Ginyan, Mad and Mario. Waited for 8 and when it arrived, Mario realised he left his phone back at the clubroom, /laugh. Left with Mad on the bus. PSP on my way home.
Yeah, so today's a slacking day. Dandan was sick, so have to company her non-physically. Take care hor.
K. thats all fer today
Yesterday, supposed to go my dandan home company her study, end up her dad MIGHT go home early O_O! so cannot go xD anyways, in that case she went for the boring revision lecture while I met Wes to eat at block 85, dropped by Hideout first since Wes gonna report his free-er schedule.
Ordered the less-delicious bak chor mee cuz the famous one only opens at night. Den the auntie VERY funny, bring me food liao only chopsticks, lolz. Nvm, I eat with chopsticks only~ lalala, den Wes eat his chicken rice.
After that, go BubbleTea/Snack shop get a packet of fries and drinks, walked to school after that. Initially intended to meet Wes at block 85 for lunch only den borrow his card for access to Gaming Club to grab my drumstick bag cuz my card no access. Met Coburn as we walked past the library.
Upon reaching the clubroom, we found out that GinYan was in school, playing private WoW. lolz. A 3v3 DotA with AI WTF mode, Coburn, Wes and myself obviously owned the AI. Played another round, shuffled player. Then I commented "I have a feeling I will be with Cob(urn) to fight Wes" and it came true. /laugh. Wes lost, but we had fun. Lol.
Met her around 4.30pm after her lecture at Library, helped her photocopy exam papers @ red spot, and I suck @ photocopying k?! XD gave her my belated V-day present, a mushroom soft toy and a rose with chocolates. She handed me hers also, a wind chime and chocolate (too).
Left for Tamp Interchange, played Worms Open Warfare on PSP, letting her enjoy the stupidity of the worms. Especially the opening movie, the way the a pair of worms laughed, we did likewise, xD
Ate Macs @ tamp inter, I played PSP while she eats, den we talk about alot of stupid stuff, to the extent she laughed damn hard, stomach pain XD hahaha. After that, went for Drums, for the first time, I felt damn good, kinda felt I had played my first full song that type of feeling.
Went home after that, spam PSP before sleeping.
Wednesday, went to school for CMSK meeting assessment, was told that I need to say more. =.= whatever man, I'm not the meeting type of person, hahaha. Drum abit and find out Masterpiece Silver full song list complete, Timepiece Phase II is gay =_=
Ate lunch with the other guys before going to dandan's house to company her to study while I played my PSP, lol. Stayed until 4+ before leaving to school again. PSP before napping awhile until 8pm when we left to get food from the coffee shops opposite school, bought noodles for myself and shared Rojak with Eugene and Delvin. Dota-ed one round with the GET freshie guys and Mario before leaving for home. Left with Ginyan, Mad and Mario. Waited for 8 and when it arrived, Mario realised he left his phone back at the clubroom, /laugh. Left with Mad on the bus. PSP on my way home.
Yeah, so today's a slacking day. Dandan was sick, so have to company her non-physically. Take care hor.
K. thats all fer today
Monday, February 18, 2008
Yay-ed, AIGD downed. Finally, freedom once again! =D Today, went to school initially to do nothing, but ended up helping Gin Yan settle some issues for the stupid TorqueScript, lolz. Oh well, at least i did something. Then rush the report section of the assignment and done.
Now left this Wednesday's CMSK "Meeting" and Updated Resume before I'm ready to work Part-Time again
Bought my PSP last Thursday, supposed to let my dear dandan play on Friday when we gonna celebrate Valentines, ended up my phone cock up, I cock up, boom, there goes everything.
Yeah so, we decided, if meeting each other, no reply in 5 mins = straight call. Thanks dear for forgiving me =3 love you to death liao. Hurhurs. No more cock ups kk? Waiting to sign the EggEgg Contract XD
Didn't do much today, drumming here and there. Now left the final hour before Masterpiece Silver song list is fully unlocked. Gotta get Masterpiece Gold and V2/V3 asap. GRINDDDDDDDDDDD~!~!~! roarsz. Must reach the "Red" standard in Drummania.
Now playing my PSP, damn fun somehow. Playing Untold Legends xD Gonna let qingqing play Worms: Open Warfare tomorrow, she said she like worms. Haha, me too. "Grenade!" *boom! worms fly across the battlefield* xD
Alright...Time to go back to PSP. DANDAN I MISS YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUU
Now left this Wednesday's CMSK "Meeting" and Updated Resume before I'm ready to work Part-Time again
Bought my PSP last Thursday, supposed to let my dear dandan play on Friday when we gonna celebrate Valentines, ended up my phone cock up, I cock up, boom, there goes everything.
Yeah so, we decided, if meeting each other, no reply in 5 mins = straight call. Thanks dear for forgiving me =3 love you to death liao. Hurhurs. No more cock ups kk? Waiting to sign the EggEgg Contract XD
Didn't do much today, drumming here and there. Now left the final hour before Masterpiece Silver song list is fully unlocked. Gotta get Masterpiece Gold and V2/V3 asap. GRINDDDDDDDDDDD~!~!~! roarsz. Must reach the "Red" standard in Drummania.
Now playing my PSP, damn fun somehow. Playing Untold Legends xD Gonna let qingqing play Worms: Open Warfare tomorrow, she said she like worms. Haha, me too. "Grenade!" *boom! worms fly across the battlefield* xD
Alright...Time to go back to PSP. DANDAN I MISS YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUU
Friday, February 15, 2008
Wednesday, February 13, 2008
Alright, a long break since my last post. many, many things have happened, but i wont elaborate too much. Significant stuff briefly explained alright.
First, its half a year with my dear Dandan aka Qingqing xD yes, we nicknamed ourselves EggEggs because she decide to call me a Big Bad Egg, hence the BB Egg.
Second, most of you should know but well, I got my electric drumset and its currently sitting in my school gaming club right now and hopefully RESTING now *stares at the frequent drummers* Its the DTXplorer, a frigging low-end elec drumset. *hopes for $3k and a new mid-end DTXpress IV* Hence lesser/almost-no trips to arcades now.
And special thanks to Kok Wei for helping me get the Masterpiece Silver on DVD, after a week of 99.9% hell xD. Yes, he got it on torrent, 2 days its on 99.9% and the seeder went *poof* until today xD when i went in and "wadahell the interface looks diff!? HOLY COWWW?!" blah blah blah~, yeah. Gonna get the original when $$ comes in. Ahhh...life with tons of money is cool.. /dreams
Been playing World of Warcraft on private server Warcraft at War aka WaW. Kinda had fun, tasted a lil' of the real thing but doesn't stop me from going to the real thing, just money issues (again). Broooo borrow meh your account~~
K..soo..uhh...CNY? Packed the place, at least now it looks hell better than before. Earnings: 356 in total, might increase. Shall buy a PSP Slim in before March =D trying to hunt shops that sells modded ones w/ 4GB Memory Stick
Studies? Wadaheck, Dip core subject lessons cancelled this week. Shall not say anymore, in short two simple letters, GG! Oh, and in my previous post i said I love Psychology right? I take that back, I'd rather change for Basic Finance Accounting aka BFA =_= Leadership is fun though.
Yeah, coming to holidays soon once again, wooo. shall find work. OLTC's around the corner too. Shall have fun again. xD Oh and speaking of work, I'm working in Hideout Cafe right now, a board game cafe. Its in Bedok North, Block 85 Market, I suppose most of you should know there, otherwise ask your Bedok friends. Do visit us and have great fun xD
Alright, time to sleep soon, my dandan's waiting for me + i have 9am class tmr. CMSK dammit xD having meetings tomorrow.. wooo.. had fun ppl
First, its half a year with my dear Dandan aka Qingqing xD yes, we nicknamed ourselves EggEggs because she decide to call me a Big Bad Egg, hence the BB Egg.
Second, most of you should know but well, I got my electric drumset and its currently sitting in my school gaming club right now and hopefully RESTING now *stares at the frequent drummers* Its the DTXplorer, a frigging low-end elec drumset. *hopes for $3k and a new mid-end DTXpress IV* Hence lesser/almost-no trips to arcades now.
And special thanks to Kok Wei for helping me get the Masterpiece Silver on DVD, after a week of 99.9% hell xD. Yes, he got it on torrent, 2 days its on 99.9% and the seeder went *poof* until today xD when i went in and "wadahell the interface looks diff!? HOLY COWWW?!" blah blah blah~, yeah. Gonna get the original when $$ comes in. Ahhh...life with tons of money is cool.. /dreams
Been playing World of Warcraft on private server Warcraft at War aka WaW. Kinda had fun, tasted a lil' of the real thing but doesn't stop me from going to the real thing, just money issues (again). Broooo borrow meh your account~~
K..soo..uhh...CNY? Packed the place, at least now it looks hell better than before. Earnings: 356 in total, might increase. Shall buy a PSP Slim in before March =D trying to hunt shops that sells modded ones w/ 4GB Memory Stick
Studies? Wadaheck, Dip core subject lessons cancelled this week. Shall not say anymore, in short two simple letters, GG! Oh, and in my previous post i said I love Psychology right? I take that back, I'd rather change for Basic Finance Accounting aka BFA =_= Leadership is fun though.
Yeah, coming to holidays soon once again, wooo. shall find work. OLTC's around the corner too. Shall have fun again. xD Oh and speaking of work, I'm working in Hideout Cafe right now, a board game cafe. Its in Bedok North, Block 85 Market, I suppose most of you should know there, otherwise ask your Bedok friends. Do visit us and have great fun xD
Alright, time to sleep soon, my dandan's waiting for me + i have 9am class tmr. CMSK dammit xD having meetings tomorrow.. wooo.. had fun ppl