late blogging again..hehx..

anyways...got back eng results..b4 -.-'s amazing..i wrote crap and got this result.

btw..going to mug and mug and mug chinese liao..die die oso must at least get a B..so most prob will be inactive in the afternoons...kk..go sleep le seeyas.

cb la..getting fucked up with DA...nabei...at first macro somebody nv tell me remember to remove equips, in the end my DARK BELT GONE .. cb leh..den my char oso cannot go back the area hunt the belt. Must use new char..DEN NOBODY GUIDE ME TO BECOME WARRIOR OR ROGUE SOMEMORE. PLAY WAD? NNB THE 18 BUCKS I SPEND ON RO EVEN BETTER.

argh...now i'm so pissed off I DUN EVEN WAN TO DO THE 3 FARKING PAPERS. GO SCH GET SCOLDING THE MOST LA. O LEVELS FAIL THE MOST LA...PCB EVERYTHING JUST GOES WRONG WHEN IT COMES TO ME...*logs off*

hmm..my midyears were pretty baaaaaaaaaaad and baaaaaaaaaaaaaaaad and baaaaaad. only A1 for Comb Sci. The rest (E Maths, MT, Comb Humans, PoA, Geog) all C6 -.- But I still think its a miracle that i passed comb. humans o_O yesterday tell my mom about my results when she asked, kena scolded =x what to do? somebody expects me to get -ALL- A1s -.-x but i this pattern can get C5 already good lorhx...hmm..MT Os must chiong liao..cannot delay anymore.

now slacking around...no mood to do the "present" the chers give us for Vesak Day, Jurong, Jurongville(sp?) and Pasir Ris Paper 2 and Bt Batok Paper 1..hahax..

kk..going to play RO...seeya

zzz...today sibeh extra moodless...knn..that keh crap again, say wad "talk to you people -A WHILE-" 45mins = awhile..? __

intensive MT was like zzz...before dismissal that jenny kam duno crap sai? WAH SAY WE XIAO ZHANG, PLS LA WHO XIAO ZHANG FIRST..ai seh..i can't believe she used 21 proverbs for a single 10-15 mins lecture! (special thanks to Juancheng) knn..the way she talk i feel like giving her a slap in the face.

watched YJ 26..quite okay..DA..dowan to talk liao..zzz...regretted playing DA...if by 9 june i not even lv 70+...dun expect to see me again in DA...

movie later 4pm at west mall..wth lolx..

today paper 1 quite okay..i checked thru...got some qn change answer..hehx..

off to DA..tataxs

sigh..moodless again..zzz...blehx...

today exam okok? E Maths 1 was pretty okay to difficult...expected that from Ms Phang. Geog P2 was really okay...I wrote tons of stuff and hopefully that Ms Lee can read my words...lol...my right thumb tip(uh..finger tip?) was numb after the paper...went home straight..pia DA again..and is pia-ing now..going to continue after this..just want to release something outta my mind..btw louis isn't back home yet i assume...so had to train alone..pretty boring...*yawns*

anyways..really..these questions have been floating around my mind...sigh...read it if you want..Just want to release it before it blows up my mind

I'm just wondering if the friends around me are really MY friends...or maybe they feel the same way as I do? That I'm not the one who is really a good friend to be with..yeah, i admit that...I more to a lone ranger than a team member...I really don't know...damn lost now

Another thing is that...why am I still thinking about someone who doesn't even want to see me anymore? I don't know...everytime I see a guy and a girl, I remember her...WHY!? I just can't figure this damned thing out...I guess..trying to forget the one you love a lot is like trying to do something impossible...

I really hope that I can find the answer to this: What the world am I living for..?
Now, I don't feel like I'm really living for ANYTHING or ANYONE...My family? For sure they live even better without this rebelious child/brother. Friends? Again, I'm just nothing. I'm not some nice guy who can like help everybody do things..or some charismatic person who can speak well. I'm not good joker either, always ending in irritating others. School? I'm not good at any sports or any other areas. My studies are above average, but Winny and some other people fare much better than I do...

Sigh..end of releasing the frustration...


Okay..back to DA..

recently got engrossed in DA, thanks to louis/kenshi lolx..

anyways going out to airport soon..sending my bro off..he's going taiwan for 3 weeks..for army attachment yea? ermm...den at july 25th(2 days before my bdae LOL) he's going back there again for the whole year. yea..i guess i will kinda miss him..hmmx..

exams was okay...MIRACULOUSLY =X kk..gotta go now..ciaox.